Below is Chapter 24.
The story has been going on for a long time now and please believe me
when I say that the only reason I’m continuing to record our hero’s travails is
because of the interest of readers. And although it may be waning his story
still seems to have a appeal to a hard core of readers- to whom I am very, very
grateful.
Without the positive comments and people ticking the ‘ More Box’ I would
have given up a long time ago. I still
find it difficult to believe readers are so patient- as I can only post
chapters every 6-8 weeks. So thank you.
I know that soon my time will become very limited due to work commitments
and it will be difficult to devote as much time to Aubrey as I do. Even though
there are a number of story lines possible I may have to finish it in the next
few chapters – although I have said this before (around Chapter 12 I think) and
yet here we are a Chapter 24.
So heaven only knows.
This one is pretty long so hopefully you will enjoy it.
Take care
Carrie
ps I don't have time just now to change the illustration at the top of the page - I'll do it in the next few days.
A Very Victorian Education.
By
CarrieP
Chapter 24
With a soft thud the heavy oak door closed
behind the young man.
In recent months Aubrey St Clair had come
to dread this sound above all others, it was a sound everyone hears numerous
times each day but to this young man on every occasion the sound induced a
sense of helplessness as it confined him once more in the suffocating and overpowering prison that was
exclusively feminine company of Lady Charlotte de Winter’s home. Now, although
in the different setting of St Jude’s Finishing School for Ladies he once more
found himself detained in an all female environment.
For months he had dreamt of leaving the
confines of Lady Charlotte de Winter’s residence where he was the sole male and
where had been staying while his mother toured Europe. Of course like any young
man he could have simply opened the front door, step onto the street and walk
the short distance to his home after all he was free to do this at any
time. However, unlike any other young
man Aubrey St Clair had been stripped of his male clothing and dressed head to
toe as an elegant young woman. As a result the self-confidence and sense of
male superiority had disappeared and he had become timid, nervous and
faint-hearted, in thrall to Lady Charlotte’s authority.
But now for the first time in months and
dressed as a male he found himself briefly free from her supervision and set to
take this unique opportunity and make his escape. However the Fates and two
large and ferocious Dobermans conspired against him, the feminine world once
more enveloped him in her tender embrace- this time in the guise of Madam
Olivia Strangelove Headmistress of St Jude’s and her deputy Miss Lillian
Rezubian.
Once again he found himself firmly back under
the control of women. It was a horrible mistake of course but despite his
attempts at pointing this out he was ignored and left in no doubt that having
rescued him from potential serious injury these women were now assuming
authority over him. Months of being dressed and schooled as a girl had
instilled in him an extreme deference that bordered on servility to women of a
certain age and rank. He doubted he could psychologically, not to mention physically,
break free of them and once more surrendered to the control of middle aged
matrons.
Plus ça change,
plus c’est la même chose.
As he was escorted into the large vestibule
by these two imposing women he felt the oppressive air of femininity bear down
on him and metallic sound of the lock snapping increased his anxiety levels.
The women guided him across the highly polished black and white marble tiles,
they held him so close their capacious skirts overlapped his legs as they
walked. The perfume of freshly cut flowers mingled with the faint smell of
furniture polish, portraits of stern faced matrons gazed down on him making him
even more apprehensive. He had dreamt of escaping from Lady Charlotte’s ghastly
regime where she had forced him to live as a girl keeping him trussed up in
lady’s clothing for the duration of his stay. It was a horrible and humiliating
experience for a young man, he could not think of a worse fate- until now.
Both these woman had mistaken him for
another young man who was to be incarcerated in this institution and undergo a
similar feminisation as his but without Lady Charlotte to intercede for him it
appeared this would now become his fate. Life under Lady Charlotte’s authority
was dreadfully humiliating but the thought of being dressed as a girl in a
girls’ school was truly terrifying. Every moment of her absence was bringing
this possibility closer. Several scenarios for her and indeed the Countess and
Roberta’s non-appearance flashed into his brain.
Maybe
the horses bolted he thought but quickly discarded
this idea, Perhaps Karl Maria discovered
what was in store for him and escaped while the dogs were chasing me and the
others are trying to locate him.
A horrible notion then occurred to him.
Could
this have been Lady Charlotte’s plan all along?
As the trio made their way in silence across
the hallway he felt his heart begin to quicken at the prospect of this last
scenario. He made yet another attempt to clarify his situation.
“I’m afraid you may have…”he began but was
immediately cut short.
“Silence!” Madam Olivia snapped as
she abruptly halted their progress and turned to Aubrey who was visibly
shocked.
“We have already told you Maria.” Madam
Olivia admonished him her voice but continuing to address him as the Countess’s
son. “You must only to speak when spoken to.”
Her rebuke was delivered in such a tone
that Aubrey did not dare to argue. He had come to learn the hard way that the
best course of action in these situations was to be deeply respectful and
compliant to women. Ladies of such stature and eminence as these were not used
to having their supremacy challenged. “Yes Madam, I’m sorry Madam.” he answered
softly.
“I do hope you’re not going to be one of those
boys, Maria?” Miss Lillian asked in a voice that carried an undisguised
threat before adding in a slightly disappointed tone “And you made such
a promising start with that lovely curtsy.”
“Oh no Miss Lillian.” he blurted
truthfully, he had no intention of discovering what lay behind the implied
threat.
“I am glad to hear it, Maria.” Madam Olivia
said her voice softening “It would be such a shame to have to punish you on
your first day.”
Aubrey breathed a silent sigh of relief
that his instincts had been proved correct.
“Thank you Madam.” he said meekly, hoping
she would give him permission to speak and allow him to correct this terrible
misunderstanding.
“We will overlook your behaviour this
time.” Miss Lillian said “But please do not let it happen again.”
“Thank you Miss Lillian.” he answered
timidly in the hope it would reassure her he had learnt his lesson. “It will
not happen again.”
Of
course he could justify such a display of subservience as being necessary to
avoid incurring their wrath but somewhere inside there was a deep unease and
shame that this obsequiousness came so easily to him. If he was to be
completely honest-such deference to the weaker sex had become almost natural.
In his experience this course of action was the only one, he had tried protest
and rebellion with Lady Charlotte and it did not end well. He would have to
play for time in the hope Lady Charlotte would eventually come to his rescue.
“Good I am delighted to hear you say that.”
Madam Olivia said smiling at him “It will make your life here so much easier.”
Make
my life here so much easier he repeated her words
to himself and felt a growing panic rise inside him. It may have been his
imagination but he thought the women’s hold on him grew tighter. He looked
around and tried to gauge the distance to the door but then remembered the dogs
outside. Even if he could break free and open the door he could not hope to escape
the dogs.
“Now, some tea before we get you settled.”
Miss Lillian said as she opened a heavy dark oak door and guided him inside“And
you can tell us all about yourself.”
At
last I’ll get the chance to explain this dreadful mistake. He breathed a sigh of relief, soon this latest nightmare would be
over and he would be free to leave.
Although still firmly tethered to the women he felt more relaxed knowing
he would soon be able to set the record straight.
His
comfort was short lived as they entered the large drawing room, his body tensed
and his mouth became dry.
The chatter of conversations ceased
immediately once his presence was noticed, his instinctive response was to turn
and leave but with his arms entwined with his escorts such a plan was impossible.
Multiple pairs of female eyes locked onto him and he felt quite defenceless.
The silence was broken by the sound of the heavy door closing this was quickly
followed by the sound of rustling skirts as the entire room rose as one and
curtsied to the women. Aubrey could not explain it but he suddenly felt a
change in the atmosphere and after a moment what seemed like a sea of satin,
silk and taffeta slowly began to approach him. His natural instincts for
protection took over and he moved close to Madam Olivia positioning himself
slightly behind her as the feminine horde advanced.
“Yes girls.” Madam Olivia announced as the
throng swarmed ever closer “as you can see our new pupil has arrived.”
The bustling cohort gathered around him,
the expressions on their faces alarmed him. As the sole male he expected some
curiosity but their appearances took on a more excited, almost febrile aspect.
Some touched his clothes, one or two stroked his hair, another stroked his
cheek and he heard her remark how soft it was. He was horrified at their
unsolicited attention realising the last time he observed a similar scene was
in the Zoological Gardens. It was a most unsettling experience for the young man
and like a frightened calf craving protection he moved even closer to Madam
Olivia.
“Now girls settle down please.” she said “I
know it’s been a few months since we’ve had our last…”
She looked at Aubrey and noting his obvious
apprehension smiled before continuing,
“…Emm …pupil.”
A ripple of applause and girlish squeals broke
out from the swarm of silk and satin figures gathered around him, every pair of
eyes in the room focused on the pale faced youth. Seeing his admirers were not
dispersing Madam Olivia took him by the hand and moved away.
“Ladies, please .”she declared attempting
to pacify her charges “There will be plenty of time for you to get to know
Maria.”
“Maria!” a chorus cried out.
“He’s got his girl’s name already.” one
voice shrieked.
“He doesn’t look like a Maria.” another
blurted “I think he should be called Penelope.
“Louise, suits him much better.” yet
another said.
“Girls!” Miss Lillian said sharply
finally getting their attention “Please return to your activities we will have
plenty of time to discuss these matters.”
Aubrey could feel his panic tightening its
grip as the troupe of young women reluctantly dispersed, their eyes still
lingering on him.
“Don’t’ pay any attention to the girls
Maria.” Miss Lillian said as they reached a table by the window “As I’m sure
you can appreciate it’s been almost a year since we’ve had our last male.”
Terrorised by the prospect of being
imprisoned in such a horrendous institution Aubrey was unable to reply.
“Yes the girls are very excited, as you can
see.”Madam Olivia began as she filled three cups.”I’m sure you will make lots
of new friends.”
“Milk or lemon, Maria?” Miss Lillian asked Aubrey
in a languid voice.
Milk
or lemon Aubrey, silently repeated the innocuous
question as he stared blankly at the two women, wondering if his grasp of
reality had deserted him.
“Lemon.” he replied in a daze, the enormity
of his situation beginning to overwhelm him.
“Sugar?”
Madam Olivia asked of the clearly unsettled young man.
Aubrey could only shake his head.
“No wonder he has such wonderful figure
Lillian.” Madam Olivia gushed.
“And it will be enhanced once he is wearing
corsets, he will make the girls so envious.” Miss Lillian smiled approvingly.
“His mother has forwarded his lingerie and corsetry as well as some of his
gowns, the dressmakers at Madame Monique’s will have the rest completed in the
coming weeks.”
Aubrey desperately wanted to interrupt despite
the threat of punishment but the panic that engulfed him prevented the words
from leaving his mouth. And to make matters worse he was acutely aware of every
girl in the room was following his every move.
“Now Maria,” Madam Olivia continued in a
pleasant voice “We were told you were quite difficult, arrogant, conceited and very
troublesome. But our first impressions, apart from the male tendency to
interrupt, are quite the opposite.”
“And our instincts are rarely wrong in such
matters.” Miss Lillian interjected said patting his thigh in a most friendly
fashion.
“You appear to be quite respectful and
deferential.”Madam Olivia continued “Perhaps a little rough around the edges and
probably prone to the odd lapse in behaviour which is expected of a male but
nothing that a firm hand cannot correct. I believe, at heart you are a dutiful
and obedient son, but for some inexplicable reason you appear to have lost
control and rebelled against your mother. A most unfortunate occurrence and no
doubt a little distressing for your mother but don’t you worry your pretty
little head we will soon get to the heart of your problems and help you to
overcome them.”
“Yes, an inexplicable aberration from your
true nature, I suspect.” Miss Lillian suggested.
Both women gazed at him intently and it was
now quite obvious to Aubrey this was posed as a question not a statement. An
answer was required and despite his horror at what they were proposing he had
no wish to give them cause to antagonise them, particularly in Lady Charlotte’s
absence.
“Emm…ah….”he spluttered as they continued
to scrutinise him, he could put off the inevitable no longer.
“Yes, an aberration.” he confessed, eyes
downcast at his abject spinlessness.
This obviously had the desired effect and
both women beamed their satisfaction which managed to somewhat alleviate his
acute embarrassment.
“Excellent, my dear.” Madam Olivia cooed,
delighted to hear her analysis confirmed. “Admitting one’s faults is half the
battle and if you make as much progress as I think you will you will be home in
a matter of months.”
“Months?” he repeated almost choking
on the word, his eyes darting to the door in the hope of seeing Lady Charlotte
enter.
“Yes Maria. That is the shortest stay here
for youths who do not require full training.” Miss Lillian answered “Well, I
assume you have worn ladies clothing before, corsets, petticoats, lingerie, and
of course pretty gowns. Most young males that have not done so are subjected
our basic two year programme.”
His mind and heart were racing.
Two years! He screamed
inside his head. How should I respond?
Admit to these women I’ve worn those dreadful clothes? he frantically asked
himself trying to quell the rising panic, his eyes darted to the door once
more, Where is Lady Charlotte?
His brain was so addled that he barely
heard Madam Olivia speak.
“You have worn girls’ clothing? Maria?”she asked tersely, a note of concern
in her voice as she observed his hesitation in responding.
“Oh dear Olivia.” Miss Lillian sighed
“Perhaps we were wrong after all. It appears as if he will require the full two
year programme. Such a shame but on the bright side the girls will be delighted
with their new plaything.”
Despite him desperately wishing to confront
them with their mistake he knew that without Lady Charlotte present this would
only make matters worse. He swallowed hard and felt the hot flush of shame fill
his cheeks.
“Please Madam, Miss Lillian…”he said
quietly, trying to hold back the tears “I…I…”
The words struck in his throat.
“Yes?” Madam Olivia enquired, moving to the
edge of her seat.
“I… I… “ he began and suddenly became aware
of the silence and tried to make his humiliating admission as quietly as
possible “I have worn girls’ clothing.”
“I’m sorry Maria you will have to speak
up.” Madam Olivia said “I can barely hear a word you are saying. Have you been
dressed as a girl?”
He could see both women were becoming
impatient.
“Yes, I have.” he repeated a little louder
this time but hoping the surrounding female congregation would not hear.
“Excellent.”
Miss Lillian said triumphantly and turned to Madam Olivia “Just as we thought Olivia.”
“And I imagine you make a very pretty one
too.”Madam Olivia said giving him a little smile.
“Yes
Lillian.” she continued as she held Aubrey in her gaze “For some strange reason
even the prettiest of males find it very difficult to admit they have been subjected
by female relatives to confinement in the soft silks and restrictive corsetry
of the weaker sex.”
Aubrey could hear the excited chatter of
the girls fill the room again and lifting his eyes he could see them smiling at
him which made him even more unsettled that he barely noticed the maid
approaching their company.
“The Countess and her party have arrived
Madam.” the maid said with a curtsy.
“The Countess?, Her party?” Madam Olivia
repeated.
“Yes Madam.” the maid said “ Two ladies and
a young gentleman, who, if you forgive me for saying so Madam, appears to be a
little agitated.”
“A young gentleman.” Madam Olivia echoed the maid and looked at
her companion with incredulity.
“I assumed she had just left her son with
us.” Miss Lillian said looking at Aubrey “not wishing to experience any
tantrums or unpleasantness and would return when he was settled in.”
“I have shown them into your office Madam.”
the maid said.
“At last.” Aubrey said under his breath,
still afraid of the consequences of speaking without permission.
“Very strange.” Madam Olivia muttered and
rising from her chair issued her instruction. “Come along Maria.”
Moments later they entered the large and
comfortable office of Madam Olivia to be greeted by Lady Charlotte, Roberta, the
Countess and a visibly very sullen and annoyed Karl Maria.
“Dear Countess how delightful to see you so
soon.” Madam Olivia said “We were just getting to know your charming son.”
“Yes, such a pleasant young man.” Miss
Lillian agreed.
“My son?” the Countess
laughed then turning to Karl Maria added with a wry smile “That gorgeous
creature. If only that were true my dear Madam Olivia. “
Aubrey felt so relieved he almost ran to
Lady Charlotte.
“Such an affectionate boy.” Miss Lillian
said as Aubrey nestled himself between Roberta and Lady Charlotte.
“No, Madam Olivia.” The Countess lamented,
her tone betraying her disappointment as she gestured to the other young man with the
petulant look on his face.”This is my son.”
“There has been an unfortunate misunderstanding
Madam Olivia.” Lady Charlotte intervened introducing herself and Roberta “It will take a few minutes to explain but I
see you have met my young ward Aubrey.”
“Aubrey!” Madam Olivia blurted.”Your ward? Lady Charlotte.”
“Aubrey!” Miss Lillian repeated looking at
Aubrey who now moved even closer to Lady Charlotte.
“Well, I have had more than enough of this
nonsense.” Karl Maria snapped “I’m leaving.”
“Oh please stay for a sherry? It’s not
often we get such a handsome young man visiting our school.” Madam Olivia said
ringing a bell. “I would like to hear your dear mother and Lady Charlotte
clarify the situation.”
Karl Maria his ego massaged, muttered
something under his breath as Miss Lillian poured from decanter and handed him
a small glass.
A maid entered in response to the bell and
as she curtsied Madam Olivia whispered something to her after which she left.
“Now Countess, Lady Charlotte.” Madam
Olivia said gesturing them to sit “We are intrigued as to how this situation
developed.”
Karl
Maria standing with legs apart, his back to the ornate fireplace and a sneer on
his face threw Aubrey a disdainful look as Roberta led him by the hand to a two
seat couch close to the Countess and Lady Charlotte.
The object inside Aubrey made it troublesome
for him to sit comfortable and he shifted uneasily.
“Are you all right Maria, oh dear I’m
sorry… Aubrey.” Miss Lillian asked noticing his fretfulness, “I have become
used to addressing you as Maria.”
“A nice plump cushion should elevate his
discomfort.” Lady Charlotte suggested with a smile.
“Ah, yes.” Miss Lillian answered in a
knowing voice and much to Aubrey’s embarrassment she turned to him and smiled adding, “I understand.”
She retrieved a large pink satin cushion from
another couch.
“Now my dear if you stand up, this should
make you more comfortable.” she said plumping the cushion before placing it on
the seat.
“Em… er…”he spluttered with embarrassment
as he eased himself onto the large soft downy cushion “Thank you Miss Lillian.”
Roberta looked at him quizzically and was
about to ask him about the nature of his discomfort but was distracted by Karl
Maria.
“Pansy!” he snorted disdainfully.
All of the women turned in his direction
and, with the practiced facial expressions only ladies of a certain age can
deliver, indicated their displeasure.
“Such a darling boy you have Lady
Charlotte.” Miss Lillian said ignoring his insult as she resumed her seat.
“And so well behaved.” Madam Olivia quickly
added.
“Yes he is.” Lady Charlotte agreed “Still
requires guidance and a little discipline now and then but and of course I am a
little biased, he is the most attentive and docile of young men.”
Aubrey face reddened once more at her words
and he could see Karl Maria smirk.
“As I said… a pansy.” he laughed “That’s
what happens when a man is cooped up with women for too long.”
“I told you you’d fit in here.” he laughed
at Aubrey and as he moved towards the door he looked in his mother’s direction
“I’ll wait in the carriage until you’ve finished with your feminine nonsense.”
Before he had moved two steps Madam Olivia
rang the bell once more and two large women dressed in grey uniforms entered
and without warning immediately grabbed him by each arm.
“Wh…what do you…”he exclaimed, his shock
rendering him unable to finish the sentence.
Aubrey watched, mouth agape, as the young
man struggled in vain against the sturdy, well built women. They held him securely
and from the composed expression on their faces he guessed there was very
little effort on their part. He
continued his futile efforts to break free for about a minute until eventually
his strength petered out and he went limp. The two women, maintaining their
vice like grip, watched the energy and resistance drain from his face and then
manoeuvred his weak body in front of Madam Olivia’s desk.
Aubrey, still shocked at the performance he
had just witnessed, glanced at Lady Charlotte and the Countess and noticed the
satisfied smiles on both their faces. Roberta turned to him and catching his
hand smiled also. Before he could look away Lady Charlotte suddenly caught his
eye. Transfixed, he watched as her eyes turned back to the wretched figure of
Karl Maria being held by these two statuesque women before her gaze slowly returned
to him. A slight, almost imperceptible nod of her head conveyed a message that
needed no words and one which Aubrey immediately understood. A shiver went down
his spine.
Both instinctively knew his continued
submissiveness and obedience was not in question.
He wanted to look away from the scene
unfolding in front of him but for some inexplicable reason was unable to do so.
Madam Olivia sat imperiously at her desk, her face serene and quite composed as
if the spectacle they had just observed was an everyday occurrence. Her back
ramrod straight and his experienced eye could detect the outline of her corset
as it strained to contain her matronly figure. In the silence Aubrey could
clearly hear the soft whisper of petticoats as some the women moved in their
chairs and adjusted their skirts.
“Mother, tell these ghastly women to unhand
me.” the young man demanded.
“Silence girl!” Madam Olivia snapped.
“You will only speak when you are given permission to do so.”
“How dare you call me…”he shouted his face
contorted in anger, his mouth agape in astonishment at what he had just heard but before he could find the words to complete
the sentence Miss Lillian deftly placed
a small ball like object into his mouth and quickly fastened the attached
straps around his head. His arms still securely restrained by the two women he
was helpless to remove it, his eyes widened in horror as he heard the metallic
click of a lock.
Madam Olivia rang the bell once more,
moments later the door opened and two uniformed maids entered, curtsied and without receiving instruction picked up a four
legged heavily padded piece of wide furniture about three foot high that Aubrey
thought looked like a small gym horse and placed it in the centre of the room. A
nod from Madam Olivia and the young man was forced over the structure by his
two sturdy custodians, his hands and feet secured to the legs of the structure
by fur lined leather straps. Aubrey wished he could leave, not because of any
sympathy for the youth, this ritual was a reminder of the punishments he
himself had received. However he knew that if he tried to leave the room he
would find himself in the same position very quickly. The assembled audience
watched the youth struggle but to no avail against his bonds, a barely audible
and muffled noise emanated from him, the expression on his face a mixture of
terror and fury.
Sitting next to Roberta, Aubrey could hear
her breathing heavily and he felt her strong hand grip his as one of the women
removed their captive’s trousers and underwear. He noticed Roberta was having
difficulty in remaining still and under her skirts her thighs appeared to be
moving as if they were rubbing against each other. The sounds coming from young
man increased in frequency but remained stifled and unintelligible, his eyes
following Miss Lillian as she opened a cabinet and Aubrey detected a low
whimper from him as she selected three bamboo canes. Practising a few strokes with
each of them she finally chose one, a thin cruel looking instrument. Aubrey
winced as he heard the distinctive swish as it landed with a dull whack on a
nearby unsuspecting and totally innocent cushion. He could see Karl Maria’s reaction
became much more animated at the sight of Miss Lillian brandishing the
implement that he now knew was meant for his buttocks. As the enormity of his
predicament unfolded before his eyes, his trussed up body bucked and jolted,
arms and legs pulling this way and that in a futile manner against his
restraints until he finally exhausted himself. Although Karl Maria’s gag
prevented him from any meaningful form of vocal protest Aubrey was intrigued at
the range of emotions his face displayed from anger and terror to pleading and
praying. His eyes darted around the room settling on his mother, his muffled
appeals for clemency sounding pathetic as he tried to communicate wordlessly
with her. Aubrey knew from his own
experience that the worst emotion, the one that would surely render him powerless
and helpless would follow very shortly.
Humiliation as Aubrey had discovered was a most debilitating sensation
and once she had embraced you it was impossible to escape.
“Such a pity you had to witness this, dear
Countess.” Miss Lillian said as she, in an almost absentminded fashion, gently
caressed the young man’s bare buttocks with the cane Her touch was as light as
a fly but it was enough to spark another bout of fruitless exertion from him as
his body went into a spasm of jerks and jolts in an another effort to free
himself.
“I appreciate your concern Miss Lillian,
but I had expected such an outcome. Alas, it was inevitable” the Countess
replied calmly as she rose from her eat and approached her son, gently stroking
his face she addressed him.
“You must understand Maria.” she said in a
voice that was tender but authoritative “This is only for your own good.”
Karl Maria made an incomprehensible noise
as he continued to struggle against his bonds.
“He’s not so haughty now.” Roberta
whispered to Aubrey, as she squeezed his hand. Aubrey nodded and gave her a
weak smile.
“In the last two years your behaviour has
been outrageous.” The Countess continued “I need to marry you off in the near
future and I would not inflict such an offensive, obnoxious young man on any
girl- even that large Bavarian girl that came to stay with us last year.”
Another burst of noise from Karl Maria
indicated his displeasure at her plans for his future. The Countess nodded at
Miss Lillian who immediately applied a sharp stroke to his derriere. Aubrey
could see the boy’s eyes widen, more in shock than pain.
“Yes there are a number of girls who would
make a good match for our family.” the Countess explained but was immediately
interrupted by another bout of muffled protests, she nodded to Miss Lillian who
delivered another but more stinging stroke.
“Now Maria further interruptions will be
dealt with most severely by Miss Lillian.” the Countess informed the clearly
shocked but now silent youth as Miss Lillian once more gently caressed his bare
flesh with the dreaded instrument. “If you promise to remain quiet and behave
yourself I will have your gag removed.”
A vigorous nod of his head conveyed his
response.
“Good.” the Countess said and with a
rustling of satin and taffeta she returned to her seat, she signalled to Miss
Lillian who undid the straps on the gag and remove the gag. Aubrey could see the fury in his face was
barely under control as he glared at his mother.
“Now as I was saying,” the Countess
continued “there are a number of girls, women actually as they are several
years older than you, all of whom would make excellent daughters- in- law. I
will spend the next year assessing their suitability.”
“But
I’m going to…”he began but was immediately cut short by a sharp thwack on his
buttocks.
“Silence girl!” Miss Lillian snapped
“You have not been given permission to speak.
After the shock subsided Aubrey noticed the
boy was trying to control his temper and resisting his natural instinct to
scream abuse at his tormentor.
“Yes I know we had plan to visit Monte
Carlo and then to Rome.” the Countess said “But your deteriorating behaviour
has given me grave cause for concern and I have decided that a year at St
Jude’s under the authority of Madam Olivia and Miss Lillian will be most
beneficial for your future development.”
The young man could bare believe what he
had just heard.
“What?”
he screamed “You cannot…”
Another three swift strokes with the cane
in as many seconds rendered him silent, moments later the air was filled with
the sounds of him sobbing.
Roberta once more squeezed Aubrey’s hand as
the other women looked on impassively.
“Please Mother…”he pleaded through his
tears, the Countess signalled to Miss Lillian, who was about to apply the cane
once more, to desist. “I have learnt my lesson…”
“Oh how many times I have heard that
Maria,” his mother interrupted him as she sighed wearily “and how many times I
believed you only to be sorely disappointed hours later. Not this time however.
It has become clear that you have acquired the worst habits of the male sex and
the only way to eradicate such behaviour is immerse you in a more genteel and graceful
environment. And St Jude’s is the perfect place for you to learn how to behave
in the presence of ladies and will be the ideal preparation for your
forthcoming marriage.”
Aubrey was watching the young man closely
and could see he was struggling to contain his fury but it was obvious the
threat of the cane was curbing his anger. It was also clear from his facial
expression that his confused brain was desperately trying to find some way out
of this dreadful situation.
“But…”he tentatively began searching for a
bargaining position, the despair was evident in his voice ”I… did not bring any
clothes, I need to go home and pack a trunk.”
Female laughter filled the room while
Aubrey remained quiet.
“Oh don’t worry about clothes.” Madam
Olivia said as she rose from her position behind her desk. “We have a wide
variety of very pretty dresses and of course corsets and lingerie.”
“Dresses…”he repeated.
“Yes Maria.” the Countess confirmed “It
will be difficult for you to learn the respectful and well-behaved ways and
manners of the weaker sex without being dressed as one.”
“What?” screamed the prone figure,
again attempting to break free of his restraints.
Three more sudden and severe blows were
delivered in quick succession.
“As you can see…”the Countess began before
correcting herself “…or I should say feel, bad behaviour is quickly dealt with
here. I have been far too lenient with you but this school does not indulge
such disgraceful conduct.”
“This is outrageous.” the boy screamed “I
will not…”
Three more sharp strokes were applied to his
exposed buttocks but he continued to rant in a loud voice.
Miss Lillian nodded to the two uniformed
women who immediately and deftly positioned the gag into his mouth and once
more he was reduced to making muffled incoherent noise.
“I think you all now have an idea of just
how difficult he is.” the Countess addressed the room in general as her son
continued to jerk and jolt in his fruitless endeavour to free himself.
“How very distressing for you dear
Countess.” Lady Charlotte consoled her new friend.
“Typical male.” Roberta snorted derisively.
“I had hoped we could have introduced him
to his fellow pupils straight away.” Madam Olivia said, the disappointment
evident in her voice “However after such an outburst I’m afraid we will have to
begin with the basics.”
“The basics?” The Countess enquired as Karl
Maria continued his muffled protest.
Aubrey could see alarm replace fury in his
face.
“Yes my dear Countess.” Madam Olivia
replied as she positioned herself in front of Karl Maria, the skirts of her
satin gown within inches of his face “He will have to start at the lowest level
of the feminine ladder.”
“The lowest level?” Lady Charlotte
enquired, a curious look on her face.
“Scullery maid.” Madam Olivia clarified,
and looking directly into Karl Maria’s eyes addressed him “You will begin your
training as a uniformed scullery maid complete with apron and cap. Not the
prettiest of servant’s uniforms of course but then scullery maids are rarely
noticed by their superiors as they seldom are allowed to leave the kitchen
unless it is to scrub the front steps or other menial tasks as directed by
their immediate mistress. In your case it is our cook Mrs Coldstrap.”
Aubrey winced at the thought and noticed
that Karl Maria had abandoned all attempts at freeing himself, in the absence
of a voice his eyes pleaded with his mother but she was quite impassive to his
silent petitions. The only sound coming from him now was a low and constant
whimper.
A nod from Miss Lillian brought the two
formidable servants forward and from the same closet that contained the
instruments of punishment they returned with a number of items. Aubrey audibly
gasped when he saw that they carried ankle shackles and a leather collar with a
ring in it.
“Oh isn’t this wonderful?” Roberta
whispered to him in an excited voice as she squeezed his hand once more. Aubrey
remained silent and flinched as one of the women secured the young man’s ankles
in the shackles.
“A necessary but temporary precaution I
assure you, dear Countess.” Madam Olivia said as the other placed the collar
around his neck, locked it with a small silver lock and attached a long chain
to the ring. “It does not take long for these trappings of servitude to produce
positive results in the wearer.”
She once more addressed Karl Maria,
“If you behave, accept our authority, are
obedient and perform your duties diligently and without rancour you will have
your shackles, collar and gag removed. If not they will remain until you
eventually come to your senses. We assumed you would require a year’s training
but due to your disgraceful attitude towards your mother it may be necessary to
extend your stay with us for another year. Your fate is entirely in your own
hands. But be warned, we are never, ever tricked by male
deviousness or duplicity and your dear mother has agreed that any attempt at
trickery will add another year to your stay with us.”
The only response was a long, low whine as
the tears streamed down his cheeks.
Aubrey noticed Roberta’s skirts moving as
if her thighs were still agitated, she seemed to be moving ever so slightly on
her seat, this combined with the rapid rise and fall of her cleavage and laboured
breathing puzzled him.
“Take him to the kitchens.” Miss Lillian
instructed the two servants “Mrs Coldstrap will wish to put her new scullery
maid to work immediately.”
As he was taken from the room, vainly
struggling between the two large women his mother rose and approached him.
“It pains me that it has come to this
Maria.” she said softly “But it really is for your own good and once Madam
Olivia and Miss Lillian are satisfied that you have changed you will be
released. Now try to be a good girl and don’t misbehave.”
The Countess nodded at the servants and Karl
Maria was led away to begin his life as a scullery maid.
A shiver went down Aubrey’s spine as the
door closed behind them.
“To put your mind at rest ladies” Madam
Olivia addressed Lady Charlotte, Roberta, and to his surprise and annoyance,
Aubrey “I have assured the Countess prior to this that Maria will not spend
long under Mrs Coldstrap’s regime. It usually takes about four or five days, a
week at most before a young man’s spirit is eventually broken and he accepts
his fate, he will beg to be released from life in Mrs Coldstrap’s kitchen. And
when this happens he will be ready for the next phase.”
“Which is?” Roberta blurted unable to
contain her excitement much to the mild annoyance of Lady Charlotte and the
Countess.
“If, as expected, he submits to our
authority and shows true remorse for his actions he will be rewarded with
promotion to under-housemaid.” Miss Olivia answered, Aubrey shivered once more
as her eyes appeared to linger on him before she continued “It really is truly
remarkable the effect Mrs Coldstrap has on a young male and although she is
very fair she can be quite the taskmistress and will not tolerate idleness or
disobedience. After a short period under her strict regime they quickly become
compliant to the point of meekness displaying considerable behavioural
improvement. In fact they will agree to anything in order to escape from her
control and without exception they are genuinely delighted with the opportunity
to wear prettier uniforms.”
Miss Lillian resumed her seat and Madam
Olivia continued
“He will then spend a number of months as a
housemaid.” she informed her guests “We have found that life as a female domestic
servant particularly as a scullery maid has a most significant effect on the
male ego, eradicating any lingering ideas of superiority. As a housemaid he
will come under the authority of the head housemaid who will ensure he is kept
busy from the moment he awakes in the morning until he closes his eyes at
night. We have six other housemaids and he will be the most junior so he will be
at their beck and call at all times. Of course his duties will bring him into
contact with our pupils and naturally like all servants he will have to attend
to their needs when required, cleaning shoes, ironing clothes, making beds
etcetera.”
“And you believe he will accept this?”the
Countess asked.
“I assure you Countess,” Madam Olivia
replied in a calm voice that exuded confidence “As sure as day follows night by
the time he leaves Mrs Coldstarp’s kitchen he will be as docile as a lamb. And of
course the other maids will ensure he is reminded on a regular basis that the
slightest hint of disobedience or failure to carry out his duties to the highest
standard will result in a speedy return to Mrs Coldstrap. It is an essential
part of our strategy and has never failed us yet.”
“Mrs Coldstrap appears to be a very
impressive woman.” Lady Charlotte said.
“Oh she is, Lady Charlotte” Madam Olivia
confirmed with a smile before continuing “He will leave Mrs Coldstrap’s kitchen
stripped of his male arrogance and surrounded by our sex, and having no contact
with other males, he will quickly begin to adopt the mannerisms and behaviour
of a girl and in a matter of weeks without realising it he will become quite
feminised.”
“So soon?” the Countess asked, her surprise
evident.
“Oh yes Countess, if not sooner.” Madam
Olivia said confidently “It is at this stage the initial shock begins to wear
off and realises that if he must be dressed as a girl then it should be a girl
of his own social rank. This change usually manifests itself with an interest
in our pupils’ pretty gowns and the contrast with his own servant’s uniform. He
then has to write a letter to you Countess, describing how he has learned his
lesson, begging for forgiveness and asking to be allowed to dress like the
other girls. He also has to write another letter to the Head Girl asking her
permission to be allowed join the sorority. Of course there will be a price to
pay for the Head Girl’s permission.”
“A price?” Roberta asked, a slight tremor
in her voice “I don’t understand.”
“Of course he will be allowed to join his
fellow pupils, he is after all the Countess’s son and a person of high social
rank.” Madam Olivia said “This is just another way of keeping him on a tight
leash and reinforcing his newly discovered humility. She will give her
permission if he agrees to become her personal companion.”
Madam Olivia could see that Roberta was
almost too excited to ask the question and explained before she could ask.
“In this case the Head Girl will take
control of Karl Maria’s training, perhaps we should now refer to him as Maria.”
Madam Olivia explained “He will in effect become her personal maid for a few
months and he will rarely be out of her sight. It will be very difficult for
him to hide any resurgence of his male ego so she will be able to report to us
on his progress and any deficiencies in his female persona so we can correct
him.”
What an excellent programme.” Lady
Charlotte said.
“Yes Lady Charlotte.” the Countess agreed
“Madam Olivia and Miss Lillian outlined their strategy to me when I first
contacted them and although they guaranteed me success it was most reassuring
to see the first stage in action.”
A soft knock on the door was answered by
Miss Lillian. She approached Lady Charlotte with a note who immediately read it
and frowned slightly.
“Roberta and I will have to leave
urgently.” she said tapping the note “It appears Roberta’s great-aunt Harriet,
who is also a cousin of mine, is quite unwell and Roberta’s mother who is
staying with her aunt has asked both of us to join her.”
Aubrey finally experienced a sense of
relief, since the moment he dismounted from the carriage he felt under threat.
Life under Lady Charlotte may have been ghastly but it was paradise compared to
what Karl Maria would have to endure. He would be relieved to depart and with a
bit of good fortune perhaps even have the opportunity to make his escape. As
Lady Charlotte and Roberta rose from their seats so too did Aubrey.
“I’m afraid, my dear Aubrey, you will have to
stay until I return.” Lady Charlotte said “This is a family matter and it would
not be appropriate for you to be present.”
“But…I…” Aubrey stammered trying to stay
calm however it was obvious that he was terrified at the prospect of remaining
in the presence of these women a minute longer, his eyes pleaded with Lady
Charlotte.
“Bringing you home is not an option as it
is an hour away in the wrong direction. Speed is of the essence.” Lady Charlotte
informed him however detecting his anxiety added “There is every possibility
Roberta’s great aunt will have improved and we could return within hours.”
Aubrey’s discomfort was not lost on the
Countess, she stood up and moved to his side and slipped her arm under his.
“Perhaps I could look after him for you until
you return Lady Charlotte.” she said, her eyebrows arching ever so slightly and
smiled at her friend “After all you have been so supportive and helpful
regarding my errant son.”
“But…I…” Aubrey continued to stutter, his
scrambled brain trying to formulate a response.
“You are so kind Countess.” Lady Charlotte
answered returning her friend’s smile.
Aubrey stood rooted to the spot as Lady
Charlotte moved towards the door Roberta stopped and kissed Aubrey on the cheek
and turned to the Countess.
“Aubrey is such a delicate, special
creature, Countess” she said and added in a low voice so neither Madam Olivia
nor Miss Lillian could hear “I know what these girls will try to do, I would be
most grateful if you would take good care of my precious jewel.”
“Of course my dear. Now run along your
great aunt needs you.” The Countess answered and as she gave her a kiss on the
cheek and over Roberta’s left shoulder she caught Aubrey’s eye and smiled.
Aubrey felt a familiar queasiness in the
pit of his stomach as the Countess glided her way towards him, satin and
taffeta petticoats rustling she slipped her arm under his and gently drew him to her.
“You heard what Roberta said.” she spoke
softly and kissed him on the cheek “And I will take good care of you.”
As the Countess guided him back to the sofa
Aubrey tried to speak but the only sound that left his mouth was a low pitched
whimper.
Such a wonderful story Carrie! Love it and love the new Illo that graces the page. Imagine our dear, dear William being ordered to scamper off on his/her high heels to have his curlers removed by Martha the maid. I wonder if it was Martha that put his longish hair up so nicely? Or was in Mummy or Caroline? Oh dear!
ReplyDeleteThank you Priscilla for letting me know you enjoyed the last episode and you also liked the illustration at the top of the page. Never really know what readers make of my efforts so it’s really good to get positive feedback.
ReplyDeleteTake care.
Carrie
Yes, of course. To me nothing can be more feminizing than having one's hair "done" or "put up" in curlers. And to be dressed, coiffed and fussed-over by the maid under Mummy's direction has to be perfectly humiliating for poor William. I really can't wait to follow "Maria's" feminization at the school. I don't know if you'll continue in that vein or go back and forth between Maria nd Aubrey now?
ReplyDeleteYes Priscilla I’m afraid William will have very little say in his future grooming- as can be seen not only from his curlers but also his long restrictive corsellette.
ReplyDeleteRegarding Aubrey, Lady Charlotte has dictated a large part of the next chapter but has not yet finalised her plans for him. Like you I will have to wait to see what fate awaits the unfortunate young man.
Carrie
Hello Carrie, Thanks for Capter 24 AVVE, I have read the saga several times.
ReplyDeleteExcellent, very intelligent and exciting written, I can only summarize.
But dear Carrie, yet the suspense is about to end because the protagonist of the story, Aubrey, is only looking for protection and whimpering with Lady Charlotte and Roberta, and the story revolves mainly around other people.
What is certain is that Aubrey does not belong to St.Jude. The other students, many wild women, would not be helpful for his further education.
It would have been better for Aubrey to wear women's clothes on his arrival.
You have certainly envisaged a marriage Aubrey with Roberta, where Aubrey will wear the wedding dress.
Greetings from Germany
To Our German Friend
ReplyDeleteI am glad you enjoyed the last chapter and as always I greatly appreciate your kind words and your observations on Aubrey’s continuing trials and tribulations.
I understand your view with regard to the current section of the story revolving around other people. And you are correct, the purpose for the visit to St Jude’s was to twofold, first to incarcerate the Countess’s obnoxious son but also – as Lady Charlotte tells me- to give Aubrey a glimpse into what could also happen to him.
I also understand why you say maybe he should have arrived in female clothing. I was tempted to do this but thought (and perhaps I was wrong) to go with the male clothes.
For the first time in several months Aubrey is dressed as a male -and as his dream is to escape his feminisation- he may think that at some stage there will be an opportunity to escape (something he would not dare do dressed as a girl).
Does he risk doing this? If he was not successful and angered Lady Charlotte would he also find himself confined in St Jude’s? It then becomes a question of the lesser of two evils. The phrase in English is -Better the devil you know (than the one you do not). I hope that make s sense.
You are also correct to say St Jude’s would not be helpful to his education but the institution and what it represents (or threatens perhaps) greatly alarms him. Due to Lady Charlotte’s strict training Aubrey has lost much of his male confidence and acquired so many feminine traits he could probably teach Madam Olivia’s pupils a few things. Of course he may be imagining all this but does he really want to chance it?
Now with Karl Maria dispatched to the kitchens the focus may return to Aubrey.
Take care
Carrie
Hi Carrie, sorry about the lateness of this comment.
ReplyDeleteWow, Aubrey certainly has made an impression with Madam Olivia and Miss Lillian. He seems to have the worst of both worlds, they appreciate him for his delicacy and obedience, yet still think he requires guidance and discipline if he is to flourish. I'm sure they'll be sorry to see him leave.
Lady Charlotte would be pleased to know how natural it is becoming for Aubrey to defer to women, her achievement is impressive. Although I think part of the credit must go to the females who controlled his early life, his nanny, nursemaid and older playmates.
Childhood experiences can be quite influential and I'm sure memories of those days must affect him deep down.
"the feminine world had once more enveloped him in her tender embrace"
I love the way you worded that, it fits so well.
I eagerly await the next chapter.
Charlie
Dear Charlie
ReplyDeletePlease don’t be any way concerned about the timing of leaving a comment I’m grateful you took the time and trouble to do so.
Our unfortunate hero is afflicted with a visage and demeanour that seems to intrigue and fascinate the opposite sex particularly middle aged matrons. Of course you are right he does appear to have the worst of both worlds and to his horror he quickly discovers, rather than regaining his masculine dignity and confidence by reverting to male attire, it only makes his situation even more precarious
Lady Charlotte does indeed take great pride in seeing her young ward shed the ghastly male attributes that he once displayed – it is a testament to her methods.
Regarding his earlier life, apart from one reference to a most disturbing encounter with yet another formidable matron, we know very little about this period. We all have a past and sometimes it may have a nasty habit of coming back to haunt us.
And with Aubrey’s luck…?
Thank you again for your kind words I greatly appreciate them.
Take care
Carrie
Hi Carrie, it is good to be back again. After years of involuntary absence, due to my health situation, I had almost forgotten how good your blog really is :). As always am I very much impressed by both the text and illustrations. My, it is interesting to read how Aubrey has already benefitted from his training. Please, keep up the excellent work! Take care, Guinevere.
ReplyDeleteHi Guinevere
ReplyDeleteGood to hear from you again and so sorry to hear about your illness, I can only imagine how tough it must have been for you.
I greatly appreciate your kind words about the blog, delighted you have rediscovered it and are following Aubrey’s journey. I thought I’d have finished the latest chapter by now but alas it was not to be as it turned to be longer than I had expected however I am hopeful I will have it completed in the next week.
As I’ve said many times it’s a crappy world we live in so if this blog can bring a little joy into people’s lives it is worth every second I spend on it.
Thank you again for getting in touch and I hope your recovery continues.
Take care
Carrie
Hi Carrie,
ReplyDeleteThank you again for your very kind words. I am happy to say that I'm finally on the road to recovery.
Last week I've read all the chapters of "A Very Victorian Education" and thoroughly enjoyed how the young master is bending over backwards to escape his good fortune. My, he should know better by now. For it is obvious that a "chosen one" can run, but he can not hide.
My friend, I am very much looking forward to the continuation of your marvellous tale.
Take good care of yourself,
Guinevere