Below is the third past of A Very Victorian Education I was
hoping to have another illustration completed for it but I just ran out of
time.
The usual and most genuine thank you to the 12 or 13 readers
who consistently tick the “more box” I really do appreciate the gesture as without
this I would not know if readers actually like the story or not. At the moment I
have lot of commitments so it will be very difficult to finish the story in
this format i.e. 4000-5000 words per chapter.
So as I mentioned in a previous
post I think the best way to continue will be to publish an illustration
displaying a scene from Aubrey’s new life with an accompanying short text. This
way hopefully the period between chapter s may not be too long.
Thanks again for your patience and support and I hope you enjoy it.
Carrie
The gentle whispering sound of soft silk
skirts and petticoats filled the air as three elegantly dressed feminine
figures moved along the upstairs corridor of Lady Charlotte de Winter’s London
mansion. The only thing that made this quite ordinary domestic scene somewhat
unusual was that the middle one of the fashionably dressed trio, the one who
moved with an awkward and ungainly gait was in fact male. The young man in
question was dressed in a gorgeous elaborate gown of the most delicate shade of
ivory silk and decorated with an ornately embroidered bodice of gold and silver.
He wore, along with his corset and petticoats of course, an expression of dread
and trepidation. Wearing such a wonderfully feminine confection was not – as
his countenance so clearly suggested – an arrangement he had entered into
voluntarily. No, dear reader, the callow youth had been forced into wearing his
new feminine garments by his mother’s dear friend and her daughter. After
displaying the most arrogant and appalling male behaviour his hostess
administered an exotic potion from the Far East which had temporarily robbed
him of his male strength. When Lady de Winter insisted that his attitude
towards the female sex would greatly benefit from some time living as a woman.
Naturally the boy recoiled at such a notion but after having his behind
thrashed by her daughter and physically unable to resist he soon found himself
trussed up in petticoats, corset and gown. It was a dreadfully humiliating
experience and he had hoped to limit it by remaining in his room for the
duration of his stay but Lady de Winter had other ideas.
“Such a pity
we did not have a little more time with him to practise ascending and
descending stairs.” Lady Charlotte said as she and her daughter steered the unwilling
young man along the corridor towards the head of the wide staircase leading
down to the expansive entrance hallway. “It would be nice if he was to make a
graceful descent by himself. Servants always look to us as exemplars of
feminine deportment.”
“Please Lady
Charlotte …I can’t …the servants…..what will they think….”the petrified youth
said desperately trying to dig his three inch heels into the large circular
Persian rug at the top of the stairs.
“Please do
not concern yourself about the servants Aubrey” Felicity said “they are servants
they will think whatever Mother tells them to think. Like most women they have
endured various humiliations at the hands of males and they were very grateful
to be given the chance of serving in an all-female household. As a result of
their experiences they understand and agree with Mother’s views on the subject
and I think you will find they will welcome the chance to educate you in the
more civilised ways of our gender.”
As he looked
over the balustrade into the spacious hall below he could see the maids
gathering to greet their mistress. Instinctively he tried to turn and go back
but Felicity’s hands tightened sharply on his upper arm, two days ago he would
not have felt a thing but now he felt even the slightest pressure when she
chose to apply it.
“Ouch” he
squealed in a girlish tone. “You’re hurting.”
A triumphant
smile creased her face and he felt ashamed at his admission.
“Felicity!” her
mother snapped “stop hurting the boy, remember he is not as strong as you and
may be far too delicate for your heavy handed ways. Felicity reluctantly relaxed
her steely grip and Lady de Winter continued,
“Now Aubrey,
regarding your apprehensions about the servants’ views please do not concern
yourself about such trivial matters. Of course they will find a male dressed in
such a beautiful gown somewhat .....shall we say…unusual. However they are well
trained and they understand that the manner in which the upper classes conduct
their affairs may sometimes appear unorthodox but as well trained and loyal servants
they accept that there may be good reasons for everything their mistress does.”
She stood
back and made a minor adjustment to his sleeves and looked at him directly in
the eye before adding,
“No matter
how unconventional or even odd that may seem. I expect they will soon get used
to it- as I am sure you will.”
This did not
assuage Aubrey’s fears and he continued to dig his three inch heels into the
carpet. Lady de Winter looked at him quizzically and tilted her head in a
questioning manner.
“Of course if
you are still reluctant to descend the stairs voluntarily I’m sure Miss
Bristlestrap would only be too happy to assist us.” she said in a low voice.
Aubrey, his
heart beating fast under his chemise and corset, knew exactly what that would
entail. He immediately decided whatever chance he had of maintaining even the
slightest degree of dignity if he voluntarily accompanied Lady Charlotte and
Felicity, to refuse and be forced in front of the servants by Miss Bristlestrap
would only make him look even more foolish and unmanly… if that was possible.
“Oh no Lady
Charlotte I’m just a little nervous.” he answered as he caught a glimpse of
Miss Bristlestrap smiling in a vaguely threateningly manner at the end of the
stairs.
“It’s all
right my dear boy,” Lady Charlotte said, her voice much more comforting now,
“take a firm hold of your skirts ensuring you also have a grip of your
petticoats and slowly put one foot in front of the other. Don’t worry Felicity
and I will be next to you just in case you stumble.”
After a
tentative start he managed to reach the end of the wide staircase without
incident and as he finally alighted from the last step he felt a now familiar
queasiness in his stomach as he saw the housemaids lined up behind Miss
Bristlestrap to await their mistress and her new guest. The housekeeper, Lady
Charlotte and Felicity left him standing alone as they engaged in conversation.
He tried to avoid the gaze of the maids but was unable to do so, it was as he
had feared he quickly detected on each
of their faces a look of ridicule and derision.
“Girls.”
Miss Bristlestrap called her staff to attention “the mistress has an
announcement to make.”
“As you will
be aware we have a guest staying with us, the child of a very dear and valued
friend. “Lady de Winter began as she gestured her hand towards the mortified boy
in the ivory silk own whose eyes were now fixed firmly on the floor, she called
to him “Aubrey you can let go of your skirts and petticoats now and come over
here.”
Under his
voluminous gown his feet slowly began to move him to Lady Charlotte’s side, the
skirts of the gown swaying gently as he did so. He knew all eyes in the
spacious hall were on him and as he walked in as dignified a manner as he could
under the circumstances.
He tried to
calm himself.
Remember you are a man, a man of
breeding and of high rank just because you are dressed like a girl does not
mean you should act like one.
Once at her
side Lady de Winter took him by the hand and addressed the servants once more.
“You are
perhaps wondering why a young gentleman is dressed in such a fashion. You are
also aware of my views regarding the arrogance and conceit of the male sex and
how abhorrent I find them. Master Aubrey, after some…..persuasion, has conceded
that since his arrival in this house he has been guilty of such obnoxious and
loathsome male behaviour and has offended, disparaged and insulted the female
gender.” She paused and looked at the shameful boy,
Aubrey shifted uncomfortably under his gown at her characterisation of him but
she squeezed his hand gently and gave him a broad benevolent smile before
continuing
“However, to
his great credit he has expressed genuine remorse for such conduct and has
shown a willingness to rid himself of these dreadful traits. So for the
duration of his stay with us he has committed himself to acquiring the more
courteous and refined values associated with the feminine persona. To
demonstrate his sincerity he has agreed that he could absorb these qualities if
he was to immerse himself fully in all things feminine.”
She
interrupted her address and once more smiled proudly at him and out of the
corner of his eye he could detect the thinly disguised smirks of the servants. Such
was his mortification Aubrey wished the floor would open up and swallow him, he
just wanted Lady Charlotte to stop speaking and allow him to leave, but there
was little chance of that. She recommenced her speech,
“I am happy
to announce that the dear boy has agreed to my suggestion that the best way to
do this would be to dress and behave as a female until he returns to his mother.”
she paused and beamed at the servants. “So thankfully the gender balance has
been restored and we are once again an all-female household.”
The maids
broke into spontaneous applause at this announcement and Aubrey cringed at the
thought he was now considered female –even by the servants.
“I’m sure
Master Aubrey will be most grateful for your assistance and support in helping
him to integrate into my home in his new role. Naturally you will grant him the
same respect and deference as you would any lady of high social standing.”
The maids
all nodded eagerly and broke into frenzied chatter and smiling in his direction
as they did so, Aubrey felt distinctly uneasy by this display of female
excitement, one of them spoke to Miss Bristlestrap who in turn spoke
to Lady de Winter.
“My Lady, the staff are
curious as to how exactly they should address your new …ahem…guest, should they
refer to him as Master Aubrey or…….” Miss Bristlestrap paused as she fixed the
boy with her steely gaze “….or in view of his new feminine attire should he be
addressed as ……Miss Aubrey?”
Lady
Charlotte seemed to be taken by surprise by her housekeeper’s question.
“I really
had not thought of that Miss Bristlestrap, an excellent question. What clever
girls they are ” she replied as she turned her attention to Aubrey once more
and fussing unnecessarily with his collar smiled at him before asking,
“What do you
think Aubrey?”
Aubrey’s
brain had been experiencing ever increasing levels of turmoil since he first
opened his eyes that morning and was now faced with yet another humiliating
choice. Choosing the feminine form of address would mean he had surrendered his
increasingly tenuous claim on his masculinity but being addressed as Master
Aubrey dressed in ladies clothing would sound equally degrading and would only
serve to draw attention to his predicament.
“I ..ah...
I....”he spluttered as every pair of eyes in the room fixed on him once more.
“Maybe it is
a little too soon for you to decide.” Lady Charlotte interrupted his babbling, “Perhaps
it may be better to wait until you become a little more......” and she paused
momentarily, her hands gesturing to his gown before continuing “.....
comfortable in your new attire?”
Such was his
confusion he could only nod, Lady de Winter turned to Miss Bristlestrap and the
assembled maids.
“The change
from male to female clothing will obviously take a little time for the young
master to become used to both physically and mentally and I’m sure Aubrey is still a little confused with our new
arrangement.”
Once more
words failed him and he could only nod his head in agreement.
“Yes your
ladyship.” the housekeeper agreed “In my experience young males require a
period of adjustment in their new attire before they begin to empathise with
the female sex. Naturally they are totally unused to the restrictive and voluminous
nature of garments worn by ladies of polite society, and like Master Aubrey
here, once they find themselves dressed in such feminine attire they have absolutely no idea how to comport themselves
in a natural or graceful manner.”
Aubrey was
still coming to terms with his bizarre plight and focused on avoiding the
smirking faces of the maidservants, he wasn’t sure he had heard her correctly.
Lady Charlotte’s voice cut short these thoughts,
Did she say she has experience of
seeing males dressed as girls? Has she or Lady Charlotte done this to other
boys?
“I suppose
we will have to leave that particular question for the time being.” Lady
Charlotte said “however the most important thing is that he is shown deference
as befits a girl......I mean boy of his class.”
“Of course
m’lady.”Miss Bristlestrap replied “the staff are well trained and will ensure
he is treated in the appropriate manner and with the utmost......”she paused
and looked disdainfully for a few moments at the figure in the silk gown before
adding “... respect.”
“Now Miss Bristlestrap” Lady Charlotte
announced as she began to gather her skirts and move away “Miss Felicity and I
have some matters to discuss in private and we would welcome your views, please
join us in the library.
Aubrey was
relieved that he would not have to continue to face the servants prying eyes
and their barely concealed smirks and went to follow her.
“This will
take several minutes Aubrey and we do not require your presence, please wait in
the drawing room and we will join you when we have concluded our business.”
He tried to
say something but by the time the words reached his mouth they had already
arrived at the library door and he was left standing in the company of the four
maids. The smiles that crossed their faces unsettled him greatly as they gathered
around him like sharks surrounding a lone seal, their eyes examining every part
of him, he felt they were mentally
undressing him. Although they had not spoken a word he knew that behind the
mask of their polite smiles they were laughing at him- the boy in the dress. He
tried to avoid their eyes but it was impossible and he could feel himself
becoming even more anxious and........... feelings he rarely felt before.......
he felt intimidated and vulnerable. His usual poise and self-assurance had
disappeared – now buried deep under his taffeta petticoats and rigid corset.
The maids
continued to examine him and he became fretful and agitated, he grabbed the
soft silk of the dress’s skirt trying to stop his hands from shaking. He began
swaying nervously and in the almost funereal quietness of the hallway even his
slightest movement created a rustling sound from the silk and taffeta
petticoats that shamefully hung from his slim hips. He rarely took notice of
servant girls, well maybe the pretty ones and like most of his peers he deliberately
remained aloof and haughty in their presence. After all servants particularly
maidservants should always be aware of who was in charge. But now stripped of
the male clothing that marked him as a scion of that very upper class society
and dressed as a girl in silks and satins he no longer felt as authoritative as
the youth who entered this house just a few days ago. He knew he had to escape from their mocking
eyes and contemptuous smiles, he decided to break out of their circle to the
safety of the drawing room.
He bolted
for the door several metres away but forgetting that he was now wearing long
and cumbersome petticoats under a dress he stumbled and fell unceremoniously to
the ground. He did not think his humiliation could reach a new level but now,
crumpled into an undignified figure on the marble tiles with his dress and
petticoats bunched up around his thighs in a most indecorous manner, he knew he
had plumbed a new level of shame.
“Dora,
Hilda.”a voice said quietly “pick Master Aubrey up.”
He felt two
strong hands grip him under the arms and lift him effortlessly to his feet. He
was speechless with mortification as the maids set about fixing his dress and
adjusting his petticoats neatly under the skirt.
“Are you
hurt Master Aubrey?” one of the maids said in an unmistakeable mocking tone.
“No...no....
I’m... all right.”he answered still
shaking slightly.
“Oh let me
fix your dress and petties.”
Three of the
maids fussed about him carefully arranging his dress.
“Running in
a dress is not a wise choice Master Aubrey.” the maid with the brown hair said.
“A lady’s clothing does not have the same freedom as that of a young gentleman
and as such young ladies tend to avoid such exertions as the consequences can
be.......”she paused as she adjusted his bodice around his false bosom before
continuing “.... very embarrassing.”
“I...it’s
....”he spluttered.
“Perhaps if
you sat down in the drawing room you may feel a little better. Some tea may
help calm you?” she said.
“Yes....that...I
think that would be...” he said still shaken but before he agreed to her
suggestion she had already taken hold of his arm and guided him to the drawing
room door.
“It would be
best if you held your skirts whilst walking Master Aubrey, like this,” she
advised and demonstrated with the skirts of her uniform before explaining “young
ladies do this naturally from a young age, however for a young man it may
require a little more practice to achieve the desired effect. I’m afraid you
will have to modify your gait also.”
His
embarrassing tumble to the floor had completely eroded what little confidence
he had left and he felt his petticoats were now a hazard to his movement and a
source of further potential embarrassment. He knew her remark about his gait
was also true, he would no longer be able to stride about in the normal male
fashion. If he was to avoid another mortifying fall he would have to shorten
his male stride and learn how to walk and move in a more ..... and he hated to
admit it.....feminine manner.
Alice spoke
quietly to the other maids and they left, leaving just the two of them in the
room.
“Perhaps you
had better sit down Master Aubrey.” she said and as before without waiting for
an answer she took him by the arm and guided him to the large couch.
He tried to
sit but almost tripped on the hem once more Alice moved quickly to prevent him
falling once more.
“You will
have to lift your skirts slightly before you sit, this will ensure to do not
stumble and also that you will not bunch your petticoats underneath you.”
She
demonstrated the correct method and he gingerly lowered himself onto the couch
and as he sat there in his feminine finery he caught sight of his reflection in
the large mirror over the fireplace and the enormity of changes he had been put
through suddenly hit him. He saw the
girl in the mirror begin to sob.
“May offer
some advice Master Aubrey?”she said proffering the tearful youth a handkerchief
He was still
transfixed by his reflection and through his tears nodded his agreement, Alice
sat down beside him the jet black of her uniform contrasting with the beautiful
ivory silk of his gown.
“Difficult
as it is for you to understand, you must accept that you are now completely
under Lady Charlotte’s control.” the maid began “Your mother and Lady Charlotte
agree that women have suffered too long under a hypocritical patriarchy which
they feel leads to moral corruption and a life of debauchery, they are fearful
that you may be led down this path.”
Aubrey
looked at her blankly not fully understanding what this had to do with his present
predicament, Alice dabbed the last tears from his cheeks and continued
“As you know
only too well she and your mother are extremely close, almost like sisters.
Your mother has always been a great admirer of the mistress’s abilities to
achieve exceptional results in even the most trying cases. The maids in this
household are one example, most of them were streetwalkers, ladies of the night,
but Lady Charlotte rescued them and through patience and some unorthodox
methods she turned them into presentable girls with impeccable manners and
moral rectitude, they are no longer at the mercy of men.”
The youth shifted uneasily on the couch, his
bulky new clothes creating a faint crinkling noise every time he made even the
slightest move, reminding him as if that was necessary, that he was now
confined within a silk and satin prison. Aubrey knew the maid was right his
mother often expressed an excessive affection towards Lady Charlotte and held
her opinions in the highest regard. He was aware his mother strongly
disapproved of his behaviour and he suddenly realised that she may not only
fail to condemn his treatment at Lady Charlotte’s hands. Worse still- she may
even approve of it. Alice waited for her words to seep into his brain before
she spoke again.
“If you
rebel against Lady Charlotte or fail to show sufficient progress it is
extremely likely that your stay here will be prolonged for several months. As
you know your mother had planned to go abroad for an extended tour of the
continent, Paris, Venice, Salzburg and a spa in Germany I believe. I overheard
her tell Lady Catherine that it would be a great relief to know that you were
in the safe hands of Lady Charlotte and not involved in any disgraceful male
behaviour. If you think you are
suffering now just imagine weeks, months perhaps longer dressed.....”she paused
and gestured to his sumptuous silk gown “in beautiful gowns of silk, taffeta,
satin and other soft feminine fabrics. Not to mention of course being confined
in corsets. I think after such a long period in feminine clothing you would
probably forget what is was to be male.”
Aubrey let
out an audible gasp, being held prisoner in female clothing for a day or two
was excruciating but for months. He desperately tried to remember how long his
mother had said she would be away at her aunt’s estate. A week? two? And he did
recall her saying she had plans for a Grand Tour of Europe however at this
moment such was his confusion he could not remember when exactly she said she
was leaving. The thought of such a long time dressed as a female was too much
to bear, he burst out crying again.
“ Months.....oh
no.....”he sobbed.
“If she
decides to extend her tour it could even be a year.” Alice helpfully added and
produced another handkerchief.
“A
YEAR!” he wailed taking the handkerchief and burst into tears once
more.
“Of course....”
Alice said softly as she smoothed out a crease in his skirt “.. if you conform
to her ladyship’s regimen and impress her with your willingness to change your
ways, abandoning the arrogant and disrespectful attitude of the male sex I’m
sure your time in female clothing would be very short.”
“Do you
really think so?” he answered still sobbing as he grasped at this lifeline.
“If you are
to be successful you will need to fully comprehend the nature of femininity
with all the complexity of emotions that it brings.” Alice said taking the
handkerchief and wiping the tears from his cheeks. “This is a good beginning.”
He looked at
her with a vacant look on his face.
“You see,”
she explained “this is one advantage women have over men, the relief of tears,
the torrential downpours that wash our spirits clean. It will help you accept
that you are no longer in control. Do you understand?”
He really
didn’t know what she was talking about but he did not feel as tense, he nodded
and Alice continued
“The
mistress is a highly intelligent woman and will not be fooled by you merely
wearing a dress, making a feeble effort to change. She will want to be satisfied
that you are making a sincere attempt to transform your life and become a
better person. If she sees that you accept her methods I’m sure she will be
more forgiving.”
“How....what
can I do?”he blurted as he realised there could be a quick way out of his
predicament.
“Oh it will
take a few days but you could begin by a display of respect and....” Alice
hesitated .......obedience, curtsying to her when she enters the room would be
a good start. It would show her that you are sincere in your wish to change.”
“But ..I
can’t....I don’t know..... how.” he said.
“Every girl
knows how to curtsey.” Alice answered “and you must remember...... in the
mistress’s eyes, you are a girl now Master Aubrey. Let me
see you try.”
Aubrey knew
he had no way out of this dreadful plight and he was prepared to do anything to
get released as quickly as possible from his horrible clothes. A few days ago
he could never have imagined taking instructions from a servant girl, a maid,
but he now felt Alice seemed to offer the best solution to his problems.
With these
thoughts in his head Aubrey lifted himself from the couch and very clumsily
attempted a curtsey.
“Oh dear”
Alice sighed “I’m afraid that will not do, it may be all right for a kitchen or
scullery maid but not a girl of a high social rank”
He looked at
her blankly.
“As I said you really need to think of
yourself as a young lady.” Alice smiled sweetly. Now try again, your right leg
behind the left and holding your skirts slowly lower your body.”
He was
concentrating so much he didn’t hear the door opening, the other maids arrived
and began arranging the low table for tea. They found it difficult to conceal
their amusement, seeing them Aubrey became flustered once again.
“The young
master is trying very hard to improve his .....” Alice said pausing to find the
right words “....feminine qualities.”
“Her
ladyship will be impressed.” Dora said barely suppressing her giggling.
“Yes...”Hilda
agreed in a tone that betrayed her hilarity “most.... ladylike, I’m sure.”
“Girls!”
Alice admonished the maids “I am trying to teach Master Aubrey some feminine
etiquette.”
She then
turned her attention back to the bewildered youth.
“Now if you
imagine Dora here is her ladyship’s daughter, let me see how you would greet
her.” Alice said.
The maids
gathered close to him fixing him with their eyes, sly smiles breaking out
across their faces. Aubrey’s thoughts
drifted to a time before he was imprisoned in these dreadful female clothes. Yesterday,
he said to himself, he would have reprimanded them for their insolence, they
were mere servant girls after and he was superior in rank and gender. He was a
man. But that was yesterday, today he was barely recognisable as that man,
today he was a feminised male in a dress.
“Master Aubrey!” Alice said sharply rousing
him from his reflections and asserting her growing authority, leaving him in no
doubt this was an order not a request.
Aubrey
looked at her with pleading eyes but Alice ignored his unspoken appeal, her
eyes widening as if daring him to refuse. She gestured him to stand in front of
the smiling servant girl.
The only
sound in the room was the swishing of his skirts as he meekly complied.
“Miss Dora.”
Aubrey mumbled in a broken voice as he lowered his body and performed the
submissive feminine gesture.
“Much
better.” Alice smiled “And now do the same with Hilda and Sarah.”
He repeated
his performance to the obvious satisfaction of the grinning maids.
“Oh that was
wonderful, I feel like a real lady.” Sarah cooed, clearly delighted “I’m
usually the one curtsying.”
“Yes.” Hilda
said to the others in a quiet but excited voice that Aubrey could not help but
hearing “would it be marvellous if he was wearing my uniform and I was wearing
his gown. Maybe her ladyship might........ ”
“That’s
enough girls, the mistress be here in a moment you may go.” Alice said putting
an end to his torment as the maids left the room still giggling.
“You see the
effect an elegant curtsey can have, Lady Charlotte will be most pleased with
such a display of feminine decorum.” Alice said as she turned to the door “I
think I hear her in the hallway, now sit down and when she enters rise and slowly lower yourself into a graceful
curtsey.”
A loud
rustle of taffeta and silk announced the arrival of Lady Charlotte followed
closely by Felicity and Miss Bristlestrap. Alice nodded to her pupil who rose
from the couch and performed an almost faultless curtsey.
“Oh you
darling boy, such a charming curtsey.... what a wonderful surprise. I really
did not think you were quite ready to fully accept my ideas.” she exclaimed her
voice filled with emotion and opened her arms “come here and let me embrace
you.”
It was plain
to see that his curtsey had the desired effect as she enfolded him in her arms
and held him to her ample bosom.
Maybe Alice is right he said to himself as she maintained
the embrace for a few moments, If I keep
up this pretence for a few days I may get my clothes back.
She
eventually released him from her grip and smiled at him, he could see Felicity
and Miss Bristlestrap exchange knowing smirks.
“It will
take more than a simple curtsey to convince me Mother.” Felicity snorted.
“Mmm...perhaps.” Lady Charlotte said holding
both his hands in hers and scanning his face “however something in his
demeanour seems to have changed since we left him. It’s as if he’s had an
epiphany. Has Alice been giving you a little advice dear boy? she is a clever girl.”
“Um...ah.....she...”he
mumbled, mortified that he had debased himself in front of Felicity and Miss
Bristlestrap and flustered by her perceptive question.
“I merely
pointed the young master in the right direction your ladyship.” Alice
intervened “I did not mean to interfere.”
“Quite all
right Alice.” Lady Charlotte replied “in fact we were just discussing how best
to proceed with his ...” she paused for a moment before continuing “training....
I suppose is the best word. He really does need a lot of work and as I may
not always be on hand to supervise his progress and Miss Bristlestrap has
enough to do running the household. I had thought about employing a responsible
and discreet lady’s maid to help develop his more genteel and feminine
qualities however his education is another major consideration after all he did
express a concern regarding his next term at Oxford.”
“A....
lady’s maid?” Aubrey blurted, the very
idea filled him with dread and he visibly recoiled at the suggestion. This
would be the worst possible eventuality, he tried desperately to dissuade her
“...but there’s no need I assure you Lady Charlotte. I will be.....”
Lady
Charlotte ignored him and continued,
“However, although
a lady’s maid would be helpful I feel someone with a little bit more experience
in dealing with boys would be ideal in giving you a more rounded education.”
Aubrey
looked at her with a mixture of apprehension and confusion.
“Miss
Bristlestrap tells me that Alice has just such a background. Isn’t that so
Alice?” Lady Charlotte said.
“Yes
m’lady.” Alice replied. “you were kind enough to employ me as a head housemaid
when circumstances made it difficult to obtain a position more suited to my
abilities.”
“With
Aubrey’s elegant curtsey I think we have already witnessed your inspirational
qualities.” Lady Charlotte said as she sat down “And you would be willing to
take on this responsibility.”
“Of course
m’lady.” Alice answered “it would be a wonderful opportunity.”
Aubrey’s
head was following the conversation like a spectator at a tennis match.
“Then it is
settled.” Lady Charlotte.
“I...don’t
understand Lady Charlotte.” Aubrey said fearfully.
“Oh..Aubrey
you silly boy, have you not been listening?” Lady Charlotte explained to the
confused youth. “Alice will become your Governess, under my supervision she
will help nurture your progress. She will have full authority over you and I
expect you to obey her as you would me.”
“Alice?” he blurted still not believing
his own ears “but I....can’t...she’s only a ...”
“She is your
new Governess.” Lady Charlotte said “and given her new position I think it best
if you address her as Miss Alice.”
“But....I....she’s
a.... you can’t really expect....”he spluttered.
“Aubrey!” Lady Charlotte snapped, the
sternness in her voice did not escape him and he feared the consequences of
defying her “now greet your new Governess in the appropriate fashion for a
young lady.”
A wave of
subjugation washed over him, his hands grasped his skirts and he bent his knees
and lowered his body as he had been taught.
“Miss Alice”
he said as he curtsied to his new Governess.
Hello. May I ask if Aubrey's hair has been plaited? It looks to be. If so, won't that leave a lovely mass of ringlets once it is let out?
ReplyDeleteThis has been done so nicely. All of your stories are lovely, really.
ReplyDeleteSorry Carrie,
ReplyDeleteI am unfortunately only today, the continuation part 3 to reviewing your wonderful story "A Very Victorian Education".
There is always a highlight to be able to read your stories. About 5,600 words bursting with excitement!
I can understand that Aubrey initially tried to evade any re-education, but social pressure, also of the maids, grows.
In addition to its very feminine restrictive clothing. So he slips from humiliation to humiliation.
"Lady Charlotte" tried naturally to curb the zeal of her maids who do not want to call more Master Aubrey.
Height of his humiliation is assigning to a female Governess"Miss Alice". If he honestly accepts his submission as a man here?
I am still a bit skeptical, he may think of his date for continuing his studies in Oxford and is confident that he can leave the house of Lady Charlotte with or without successful re-education.
I let myself be surprised and am thrilled to continue this beautiful story.
Thanks Carrie, you're a great writer.
Greetings from Germany
Hier in meiner Muttersprache „Deutsch“
ReplyDeleteEntschuldigung Carrie, ich komme leider erst heute dazu, die Fortsetzung Teil 3 Deiner wunderbaren Story „A Very Victorian Education“ zu rezensieren.
Es ist immer ein Highlight, Deine Stories lesen zu dürfen. Über 5.600 Wörter voller Spannung!
Ich kann es nachvollziehen, dass Aubrey sich anfangs jeglicher Umerziehung versucht zu entziehen, aber der soziale Druck, auch von den Mägden, wächst.
Hinzu kommt seine sehr feminine restriktive Kleidung. So rutscht er von Demütigung zur Demütigung.
“Lady Charlotte ” versucht natürlich den Eifer ihrer Mägde zu bremsen, die Aubrey nicht mehr Master nennen möchten.
Höhepunkt seiner Demütigung ist Beiordnung einer weiblichen Gouvernante“Miss Alice”.
Wird er hier ehrlich seine Unterwerfung als Mann hinnehmen?
Ich bin hier doch etwas skeptisch, möglicherweise denkt er an seinen Termin zur Fortsetzung seines Studiums in Oxford und vertraut darauf, dass er dann mit oder ohne erfolgreicher Umerziehung, das Haus der Lady Charlotte verlassen darf.
Ich lasse mich überraschen und freue mich wahnsinnig auf die Fortsetzung dieser schönen Story.
Danke Carrie, Du bist ein großer Schriftsteller.
Viele Grüße aus Deutschland
ReplyDeleteRegarding Aubrey’s hair- his hair is probably just short of shoulder length (quite fashionable for young men of that era) I think it may well be plaited probably because Felicity was bored and wanted something to do, although increasing his humiliation was an added bonus. Thank you Johan for your kind words I really appreciate them.
Thank you also OGF for your comments and I am glad you like the latest chapter.
Aubrey was a very confident young man perhaps arrogant would be more accurate. Like most males of this era he viewed women as both intellectually and physically weaker. Now he discovers his strength is similar to a fifteen year old girl and he is incapable of asserting his usual masculinity and without male clothing an escape is not an option. He is trapped - not only in Lady Charlotte’s house but also in her clothes and subject to her humiliating feminising regimen.
Oxford is where he socialised with his friends and lived a life of decadence and self-indulgence reinforcing the disgraceful male behaviour that so disgusts Lady Charlotte and his mother. Before he can return to male clothing he will have to convince both ladies (and perhaps his Governess) that Lady Charlotte’s methods have been beneficial and have helped him see the error of his ways.
But how long does such a process take? How can a young man’s masculinity survive in corsets and petticoats whilst under the supervision of strict females?
Thank you both once more and also to those who took the time to tick the “more” box, apart from comments it is the only way I have of knowing that readers enjoy the story.
I’m not sure when I will be able to post the next part but whenever it will be unfortunately due to time constraints it will probably be shorter.
Carrie