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Wednesday 23 December 2015

A New Maid for Rozamund?

A Happy, Safe and Peaceful Christmas to All.

As I mentioned in the last post I had started a story about Rozamund’s background and her introduction to feminising the male sex unfortunately I could not get it finished in time to post here so a captioned image will have to suffice.

Thanks to all who visited the blog throughout the year and particularly those who were kind enough to comment and tick the more/interesting box. I’m really glad you like this type of material. I’ll try to keep it going for as long as I think people find it interesting or entertaining.


If some readers want to contribute anything, a short story, serial, an illustration or art – anything at all in any language e mail me and if it fits with the spirit of the blog I’ll post it.

I started writing because most of the material I saw on the internet, with the exception of Bea’s  and a few others, did not interest me. So you can blame him for the stuff I produce. The point I’m making is if I can do it anyone can, so if you want a platform contact me and we can discuss it.  


Take care and hopefully I’ll be able to post something in January.

Carrie






Friday 11 December 2015

WNL Chapters 28-31

I heard the Pogues "Fairytale of New York"  a few days ago, best Christmas song ever, still miss Kirsty Mc Coll - so that means Christmas is now officially open for business.

Below are the next  4 chapters of WNL. It’s difficult to know if people are into this type of format for forced femme material ….I really don’t know what to call it(captioned story, picture story?? Or perhaps if I’m truthful- just blatant copyright infringement.) I suppose it make little difference what the format is if people enjoy the story, which I hope readers do.

There seems to be a regular number of people viewing the blog on a weekly/monthly basis however only a few tick the “more” box at the end of each post .By that metric not many are interested so I think it’s best if I finish WNL shortly. Maybe one more chapter with another three or four pictures should end it but I doubt if it will be before Christmas.

 I thought it interesting to discover that the illustration “Rozamund’s Early Influences” was more popular (by another metric) than some of the WNL chapters. This prompted me to do another piece showing what happened next and I may post this before Christmas. Our German Friend suggested that captioned images like WNL may prove difficult to translate adequately for readers for whom English is not their first language.  So I started Rozamund’s back story but at the moment the text goes only as far as the first illustration-Shit I hope that makes sense. If I can’t complete it I may just post the illustration anyway.

 Enough of my drivel, hope you enjoy the four pieces below.


Carrie








Wednesday 18 November 2015

WNL Chapters 26-27

To the readers who are following WNL - apologies for the delay I thought I would be able to get four episodes done but due to personal circumstances I could only finish two.  Hopefully I will be back on track soon and the posting of the next episodes will not be as long. 







   
Thank you Geraldine for your kind words and support, your comments make the effort worthwhile. I have heard about Mädchen in Uniform but unfortunately have never seen it. I share your .. shall we say appreciation… of a strict German matron and ASL’s  Lady Agatha was based on such a lady. 

Maggie Smith’s character in Downton Abbey was also a big influence, I often imagine her in an opulent bedroom dressed in a high waisted girdle and long line bra with a hairbrush in her hand.

Oh dear .. I think I’d better go lie down for a while.

As I said I will try not to be as long next time and hope you enjoy these two. 


Carrie


Friday 30 October 2015

Rozamund's early influences.


I have completed a few more chapters of William’s New Life and will post them in a few weeks,there is so little interest it is hard to get the motivation but thank you to the three readers who liked it enough to tick the more box.  However it is good to know there are a few readers who have similar taste to mine when it comes to forced feminisation. It’s a pity there are not a few more as it serves as a motivating factor to produce more material.

I tend to work on a few projects at a time, some more successful than others so while I was working on WNL I was also churning ideas around for a sequel to A Suitable Position. I think most readers have come to this blog via my stuff on Bea’s blog and if so will probably familiar with ASP. I mentioned in a comment that it would be interesting to discover what our hero Robert’s life was like with his aunts before he fell into the clutches of Rozamund Kirchen. Recently I had a similar thought about Rozamund and the Countess and what their backstory would be like.  To this end I reworked an old illustration I did some years back which throws light on Rozamund’s early life and influences, her views on males and how feminisation would benefit them. I actually did two narratives for the same piece, one for Robert and the other – the one you see here is for Rozamund.


As the rugby World Cup comes to a close, congrats to Argentina on beating Ireland, Australia were just too good for them in the semis but they are an exciting team. Such a pity about the Scots but for a referring error they would have been in the semis. The final tomorrow should be a great  game, don’t know  who to shout for as I like both the Aussies and the All Blacks, so it will have to be the ref Nigel Owens.








As usual it would be great if I got some feedback/response but I live in hope more than expectation.
I hope you enjoy the piece.

Carrie



Sunday 11 October 2015

William's New Life chapters 21-25

Thanks to the Anon  Irish commenter and Elis for your support. 

Apologies for the delay in posting, been watching too much of the rugby World Cup - another great result France 9 Ireland 24. See you next week Argentina.

Below are  the latest episodes. I hope you enjoy them.

Carrie







Sunday 6 September 2015

WNL Chapters 17-20


Below are the next four chapters of WNL, apologies for the delay to the few who are following it. Thanks to Silk and Satin and the German commenter for your encouragement, I very much appreciate you taking the time to comment and I’m glad you like the story so far.  The interest in the story seems to be waning so perhaps readers are getting bored with it. Or perhaps it is because most of the scenes have taken place in the same room or maybe the story is too tame or is just not interesting/erotic enough, without feedback it’s hard to know. Anyway I’ll keep it going for another few chapters and review its future then, not much point in boring readers to death.




Saturday 1 August 2015

William's New Life Parts 13-16

Below is the next instalment of WNL parts 13-16.

Many thanks to  Lupe, Sally and the Anon commenter for your kind words, it’s great to get feedback  and good to know that at least some people are enjoying poor William’s predicament at the hands of the divine Mrs Bracegirdle. The very idea of being forced into layers of feminine Victorian clothing by such a formidable and mature lady is one of my favourite fantasies.
It’s a pity I can’t get some woman with a cut glass English accent to narrate it- now that would be something.

 There is scope for another few episodes, there has been such little (but greatly appreciated) response that I’m not sure if this is to readers taste, it’s not something I have tried before. However I’ll stick with it for a while and see how it goes.


Getting the time to do this is always an issue and recent events in my life have curtailed my time even further, so I’m not sure when I can post the next part. It could be 2 weeks maybe more so thanks in advance for your patience, and as always I value your feedback and comments.

take care
Carrie



Monday 6 July 2015

William's New Life - 3rd Instalment Parts 9-12

Below is the next instalment of WNL – parts 9-12.  In recent years I have tried to use an androgynous model as the victim  but with this story it was not possible, so William’s characteristics are obviously more female than male. I hope this will not spoil the viewers/readers enjoyment. Suspension of disbelief is essential with all fantasies and probably more so with this one.

 However William – like most males in this scenario – was quite androgynous to begin with, the women merely enhanced his feminine features including allowing his hair to grow beyond shoulder length (albeit over a very  short period), various treatments to create female breasts and of course a decrease in any remaining male strength which leaves him unable to physically resist. As a result he is now at the mercy of the imperious and authoritarian Madam Bracegirdle and her equally overbearing maid Maria . Obviously and most importantly inside he is still entirely male which the women constantly remind him by- amongst other things - addressing him by his male name.

This is something I have been wondering about recently. Is it more humiliating to be addressed by a male or female name while dressed en femme? Does it matter? I’m still not sure but I think being constantly reminded by your tormentors that you are a male, (and a weak one at that)  while wearing female clothing must add greatly to the victim/hero’s humiliation. Of course that’s just my opinion others may think the opposite, either way being forcibly feminised by these- or any women – is the ultimate fantasy for people like us.

Now, to quote the Beatles, “Turn off your mind, relax and float downstream.”

Close your eyes, feel the tightness of the corset constrict your body as Madam Bracegirdle and Maria take you further into your new feminine world.

I hope you enjoy it.


Carrie

PS Apologies. I forgot to express my sincere thanks to the four people who commented on the last episode - I get so little feedback it's great to know people have similar tastes to my own ,you have no idea how much I appreciate it. 








Monday 22 June 2015

WNL - Update

Thank you to the four readers who took the time and trouble to post their comments it really is very much appreciated. I know readers of Bea’s blog are probably sick of me saying things like that in response to comments but I believe that in life (and I suppose this blog is part of my online life) kindness, courtesy and consideration should always be acknowledged. I don’t believe in much but I do believe in good manners.

For the last few weeks I’ve been concentrating on finishing A Suitable Position for Bea’s blog and it has taken me longer than I thought but it’s almost finished and I will post it soon probably by Wed at the latest. Then I can concentrate on this blog and William’s New Life.

As I said I am very grateful to the readers who have commented and ticked the more box. This is important to me for a few reasons but mainly because it gives me great encouragement and inspires me to continue posting this material knowing people have similar tastes to my own. The lack of reaction was the main reason I lost interest in ASP, over the 12 episodes on average less than 5% were interested enough to tick the more box in the reaction section. At the moment on this blog it's about 20%. Readers positivity feeds into what I do so to repeat myself thanks again for all the positive comments.

Hopefully I’ll be able to post another part of WNL sometime next week.


Carrie

Wednesday 10 June 2015

William's New Life - 2nd Instalment/ Parts 4-8

Below is the second instalment of William’s New Life, Part 4-8. Vielen Dank to the German readers who took the trouble to comment, I hope the text and dialogue made sense and you enjoyed it. 

It’s still hard to know if this material is to people’s taste, not too many seem interested so maybe there are only three or four into what I suppose could be termed Retro or Vintage Petticoat Discipline.

Pictures 5 and 6 look similar but as you can see William’s expression is different in 6. Being laced into a corset by a maid must take a long time and our hero obviously went through the emotional wringer. Lucky boy.

I hope you enjoy his latest predicament.

Carrie

PS As you can see I've moved the text/dialogue from the body of the picture perhaps this is better and will enhance the scene. Allows me  to get more text in also, if people want to revert to the previous method please let me know. 

















Thursday 28 May 2015

William's New Life - A new story ..maybe?

I hadn’t realised it was so long since my last post.

This blog has very few readers – which is ok by me as I don’t advertise it, so it’s great that some people do stop by, and I hope, like it – and as recent visitors may have noticed I’ve been tinkering with it to get the best possible configuration if that’s the correct term ( as you will have gathered I’m not very good at this blog thingy) so I hope it’s better than it was.

The last chapter of my story ASP hasn’t got a good reaction on Bea’s blog which I suppose I can understand as perhaps it’s gone on a bit too long for some readers (me included) and that particular scene could have been a bit boring. I’m used to not getting too many comments which is also understandable as readers for a whole host of reasons  may not feel comfortable putting pen to paper so to speak and sharing their thoughts.

 The reduction of readers on Bea’s blog ticking the “more” box is a bit disappointing however and probably has contributed to my lack of enthusiasm in completing the story ( I have over 8000+ words for the final chapter but just can’t rouse myself to finish it)  and it has made me rethink writing or contributing any future stories, my stuff doesn’t have a great deal of sex, s&m action, etc  and I suspect that’s what many readers may want.

As a result I’m not sure if people reading this blog are interested in the stuff I’m into as - outlined in the blog’s description- but at the time of writing three people have ticked the more box, thank you  it means a lot that someone actually took the trouble to do that, so hopefully  there are at least three fellow devotees. It's only 10% but it's a start hopefully more will like the stuff below.
I suppose  I’d just like to know if there are people who have similar tastes to mine, sometimes I wonder am I the only CD who is into this kind of thing as I don’t see much of it on the web. The idea of being feminised by women, usually older, in a luxurious and elegant vintage scenario is what truly excites me. Maybe I am alone.
Below is a type of serial I’ve been thinking of doing entitled William’s New Life, if there is sufficient interest I'll continue but as said I'm really not sure if that many are into this, after all it's not as if it's original art.

Anyway,the way I look at this is anyone viewing my stuff is the hero/victim, suspend your disbelief and picture yourself transformed into the young girl, this transformation was easily done as you already had androgynous male features and  coupled with experimental treatment by several female doctors you are soon feminised. This is now your new life, controlled and feminised by women from morning to night. A frightening but wonderfully delicious prospect is it not?

Thanks again for dropping by.
Carrie









Monday 13 April 2015

Victorian Captions

I had mentioned in a reply to a comment on Bea’s blog that I had an idea for a Victorian themed Forced Feminisation story mainly because I’ve always been intrigued and captivated not only by the late Victorian/Edwardian era  but any period right up to the 50’s. Obviously ladies fashion is a major consideration but those societies held an equal fascination for me from a social aspect also. It’s no coincidence that this was the era that maids’ uniforms became standardised and the maid’s uniform was the distinguishing feature between mistress and maid. I reckon it would take a lot of research to do a story properly so not sure if I would/could undertake it just now.

But for some reason this did trigger something in me about how an idea can become a source of fascination, obsession even. I don’t know what it’s like for others who are into FF or petticoat discipline but I went through phases where I was completely fascinated about certain facets of femininity. One example, I went through a long period where the big thing  was  bridal gowns, it became almost an addiction I bought bridal magazines, would go out of my way to see stores displaying bridal gowns in their windows, lingering in hotel lobbies at a wedding just to catch a glimpse of a bride in a satin gown. Crazy.

 Eventually it became such an obsession I had to buy one, then another and another. Anyway this is a long winded way of saying it was the same with the Victorian/Edwardian era I became obsessed, and the way I dealt with it was to caption some scenes from various TV shows and films, some I even made into mini stories just for my  own amusement well… more titillation I suppose.

Anyhoo here are a few old ones I did years ago and posted on Flickr they’re pretty basic but do have a Victorian theme. It's a pity the maid's uniform is not the standard black one but I think the overall  scene makes up for it. Some readers may have seen them already but others may find them interesting.

FYI those following ASP I’m close to finishing it- hopefully in the next 2 weeks I have one Illustration almost done and hoping to get a second before I post the final chapter.


Carrie





Friday 6 March 2015

ASP Illustration - Robert's Punishment

Apologies to Our German Friend for not acknowledging your comment I almost forgotten I posted the last item- so thank you, I really appreciate it.
 I’m having difficulty in completing ASP not so much with the ideas as with the perennial issue of time –well, time management I suppose not to mention concentration issues, I’ve got almost 6000 words but more than likely publish the final chapter in  two parts otherwise I’ll probably never finish it. It really is hard to know if readers are losing interest, the number of people reading is down but the readers who have shown an interest for more is definitely encouraging, 45 last time I looked – mixed signals and I really don’t know what to make of it.
As people may know I have a love of the 30’s, 40’s and 50’s it was the epitome of femininity in female fashion and I absolutely love the foundation wear of that era – so restricting I know because I have some.  Anyway below is a piece I’ve been working on and although it may not fit into the current part of the story it could very well appear in the next chapter or I may post it as a stand alone piece. I have deliberately changed the model for Robert, keeping his hair short to highlight his masculinity thus increasing his humiliation. 
What I may do is post in on Bea’s blog without the caption and ask people to make their own suggestions, if anyone wants to do that here please post it as a comment and if I have the time  I’ll re-do it and  post it on this or Bea’s blog.

Carrie

ps As the picture is black and  white the colour for the captions may be  hard to read it's hard to get it right.


Friday 23 January 2015

ASP Alternative pic

I’m assuming – maybe wrongly that anyone who happens upon this blog came here by way of the stuff I’ve posted on Bea’s blog – if so you’ll be well acquainted with the latest serial ASP part 9 of which I previewed in last post. I was going to continue it for another few chapters but decided that as I think readers interest in it is waning and I would hate to think that what I thought was a reasonably good story (well for me at least) should carry on like poor old guy in an old folks home waiting for a what we call in Ireland a ‘happy release’. So as mentioned in Bea’s blog I’ll end it with the next chapter I’m about 1000 words into it and  believe it or not I have two endings, I can’t decide which to use but it shouldn’t affect the story. Very unusual for me to have an ending at all but Bea always said to know your ending before you get half way through –always disagreed with him there.
I’ve been posting various images with some of the chapters so what I may do is occasionally post here some of the ones I started but for various reasons did not publish. I had intended that Frau Kaufmann would have an designated punishment uniform( as distinct from the one the Baroness wants to use for her maid Lena) to display for the ladies and had a few ideas of which the the pic below was one. If anyone has any ideas let me know and if it's possible I may give it a go.
I’ve always wanted to do a Victorian themed forced femme story and I thought that any girl not to mention a male  like us would be extremely humiliated at being forced into  Victorian dress but a Victorian male maid servant…….. that would be…. Well I’ll leave that up to you.