A Solution to The Servant Problem

A Solution to The Servant Problem

Thursday, 24 July 2025

A Work in Progress- Story will image

 Writing stuff like this while the world is spinning out of control on so many levels seems almost vacuous and self- indulgent but I think unless we have another world to retreat into, even if only for a few minutes, we would go completely mad – I know I would. 


The story below was based on one of my last images- First Impressions. The intention was that it would be about 700-1000 words, more a vignette than a story, I suppose. Turns out that was much harder to achieve than I thought, it didn’t develop the way I had originally envisioned and ended up at 5k words. There is a lot to be said for brevity so I’m not sure if this was a good outcome.


In the story St Jude’s is referred to, so for those not familiar with the name-  it is a Finishing School for Young Ladies(first mentioned in some chapter of another story, A Very Victorian Education) where difficult young males were sent when they displeased their mothers/aunts. Shocking!- yes I know. This story is set the 1940’s/50’s so obviously it is an institution that endures, much to the relief of said mothers/aunts and assorted female relatives. Truth be told, I’m fond of the place myself. 


Thanks to Jennifer for formatting the text on the new main image and also the previous one.


Thank you also to those who have continued to voice their support for the material I post through their comments and also for your patience. I’m very grateful.


This story is for you, hopefully you will enjoy it.


Take care


Carrie.



 

 

A Work in Progress

By

CarrieP

 

 

T

he black Daimler stopped outside the imposing residence in one of the most exclusive neighbourhoods in the city, the chauffeur in a peaked cap and grey uniform  with trousers tucked into gleaming knee high black boots opened the rear passenger door.

“Come along girl, your new home, or should I say workplace.”Janet, the female chauffeur issued the curt order and with no response from inside quickly snapped, “I hope you won’t make a scene, I would hate to have to drag you out.”

The threat worked and immediately a patent leather three inch heel encasing a black nylon leg emerged onto the pavement, a few seconds later a figure in a black dress with a white collar and cuffs emerged and stood next to the chauffeur, eyes darting around like a frightened rabbit before coming to rest on her.

“I see you are quite taken by my uniform.”  The chauffeur said, as she adjusted her cap.

The figure in the black dress didn’t respond.

“Jealous, I suppose.” She grinned. “I’m not surprised, Madam tells me it is five perhaps six months since you last wore trousers, so you have probably forgotten what it feels like.”

There was no response from her passenger, only a shameful expression and downcast eyes. Janet, warming to her theme continued,

“The sheer freedom. The release from the tyranny of dresses and skirts, not having to fasten nylon stockings to six or eight garters of a girdle every day, making sure seams were straight. Oh how I hated that. Although, from what I’ve heard you have become quite proficient in such feminine skills. Yes, quite the girly girl I believe. I believe St Jude’s is expert at such transformations.”

An impatient silence radiated from the newly alighted passenger as his eyes scanned the almost empty street for passers-by. As two well dressed women rounded the corner, it was quite obvious he did not want to linger on a public thoroughfare.

“It must be so degrading for you.” The chauffeur ignored the silent plea but feigned sympathy. “A male in a dress, standing next to a woman wearing pants, but not just any dress...a maid’s uniform. I wonder will you ever be allowed wear trousers again.”

He stifled a groan at the prospect and she immediately  knew she’d hit a nerve,she continued,

“Maybe if you please your new mistress, in time perhaps she may ask Miss Bracegirdle to relent.”

Of course he dare not admit it but ever since his confinement and being forcibly feminised in the role of a servant girl under the strict supervision of Miss Bracegirdle , the Headmistress at St Jude’s Finishing School for Young Ladies, his masculinity was being slowly eroded.  Over the course of the last several months, to his horror small but visible fleshy mounds had inexplicably begun to protrude from his once manly chest. He dreaded to think what effect another six months in that establishment would have on him.

Would he be completely be subsumed by the femininity that was being forced upon him? Would he eventually become indistinguishable from other housemaids? Stripped of his manliness and reduced to a mere servant girl, it was a frightening thought and one that installed a constant fear. Only away from St. Jude’s, its extensive gardens patrolled by large ferocious Dobermans, could he hope to formulate a plan to escape his ghastly fate and return to his previously male existence. And the only way to achieve this was to gain access to male clothing. The Headmistress had agreed to provide her friend, Ms. Martindale, with a temporary housemaid and perhaps this was the opportunity for the escape that he had hoped for.

As these thoughts ran through his mind he also knew the chauffeur was right. He had indeed coveted her uniform, reminding him of a life he once took for granted and so different from the humiliating one he was now forced to wear. Could this be the chance he had dreamed of? She seemed to read his thoughts and smiled,

“If you are nice to me, I mean really nice ...”she grinned in a way that made him even more uncomfortable than the long and very tight girdle he was wearing.

“I may allow you wear it once in a while. Make you feel manly again. You’d like that, wouldn’t you?”

His heart raced at the prospect. His face betrayed the hope she had ignited within his brain. There was no need for an answer.

“Yes I thought you might.” she crowed and after an instant examination of his figure added with a laugh,” But you’ll probably need to wear an even tighter girdle. I’m a size smaller than you.”

She returned to the car to retrieve a suitcase and in the few seconds she had left him he suddenly became aware of the mostly female passers-by casually glancing in his direction as they approached, he quickly became gripped with fear as he had never before been seen in public dressed as a female. In that peculiarly feminine way women view each other, their eyes focused on him just long enough to scrutinise everything from his shoes to his hair. One or two allowed their eyes to linger longer than he felt comfortable with and he felt a tremble in his knees at the thought of his secret being publicly uncovered.  To his relief it seemed their fleeting inspection appeared to view him as just another servant girl who did not warrant further examination, they continued their journey. This encounter confirmed Janet’s opinion that he had indeed absorbed more feminine traits than even he had realised and unless his appearance and characteristics were studied more closely it appeared he could pass as a female. His relief at not being publicly discovered as a male quickly turned to despair at the realisation that, despite his best efforts to retain his masculinity while incarcerated in St. Jude’s he had acquired a definite feminine aspect to his bearing.

As Janet returned to his side with his suitcase the front door opened revealing an imposing, full figured woman. He had enough experience of such figures to know that underneath her black satin dress there was a long, controlling and restrictive foundation garment and it seemed her stern face reflected this.

“Janet, escort him to the servant’s hall.” she instructed the chauffeur in a loud voice. “Madam is in the drawing room and will ring for him when she is ready.”

Two women standing close by obviously heard the resounding order and with a perplexed expression began to look at him with renewed interest, his eyes fell to the ground and he felt the knot in his stomach tighten as he overheard one of them say,

“Did she say ‘him’?

As the large woman retreated inside the house he was grateful that Janet appeared by his side and quickly guided him away from the ladies on the pavement and towards the steps leading down to the basement floor and the servant’s entrance. A quick glance over his shoulder confirmed the women were still looking in his direction and engaged in an animated conversation.  His relief to be off the street was palpable as he descended the steps.

“Miss Windsor, Madam’s housekeeper. She’s quite strict with new servants and doesn’t much care for the male sex.” Janet explained and taking a step back, she looked him up and down once more before adding with a condescending smile, “But then again, I suppose you’re not really a male any more, are you?”

Her comment stung and he visibly reddened. She stepped closer and placed her hand on his chest, he could feel her thumb and forefinger through the lace cups of his tight long-line brassiere.

“Sissy.” she said softly as she squeezed gently. “Isn’t that what feminised males are called.

Six months ago such remarks would have immediately triggered an angry outburst accompanied by a  physical threat but his incarceration in St. Jude’s had drastically modified  such behaviour and although anger was ever present he quickly learned that any outpouring of temper was quickly punished in the most painful and degrading manner. Now, the  overriding emotion by far was utter humiliation. Constantly under female control, stripped of male clothing, physically weakened, forced to wear constricting female foundations to accommodate an evolving nascent female figure and  with no means of escape he had no choice but to submit to feminine authority and don the degrading uniform of a housemaid. However, now finding himself away from St. Jude’s he suddenly felt the faint spark of optimism, hope even, that perhaps there would be an opportunity to abscond and leave this nightmare behind. Janet’s remark about her uniform fanned that spark of hope into a small yet perceptible flicker that took hold in his brain. He briefly imagined the feeling of pulling on a pair of trousers and reclaiming his masculinity, such was his desperation to do so he didn’t care if they were hers.

One word was all it took to wreck this familiar daydream.

Sissy! It was a word that he was all too familiar with, frequently used by the pupils at St. Jude’s when they wished to tease him and knowing that he was powerless to react in a typical male fashion they employed it on a daily basis.

He would never get used to the ghastly word and winced at every use of it, it was a constant reminder of his humiliating situation and he was only too aware that, dressed in the uniform of a servant girl, a denial would not only be ridiculous but confrontational. Bitter experience had taught him to avoid making enemies of the female sex regardless of their social rank. Although it went against every fibre of his masculinity he had come to learn the hard way that as escape was out of his reach, submissiveness and deference to all females made his life so much easier. Not for the first time he swallowed his manly pride and shamefully nodded confirmation of her assessment.

Janet seemed to recognise his distaste for the term and sniggered.

“Or maybe you would you prefer ‘girl.’?”

He blushed, a mixture of anger and shame welled up inside him. How could a man be expected to make such a horrible choice, as his fingers anxiously clasped the folds of his dress.

She pulled him closer, her hand lifted his dress.

He tried to push back but she was too strong, he gasped as her hands stroked his satin slip and moving to his buttocks she gripped them tightly, before jerking him into her. Unable to stop her, he squealed as her right hand slipped between his legs.

“Hush now, I won’t hurt you.” she whispered in a quiet but commanding tone as her fingers searched for evidence of his sex. Her gaze met his as he felt a gentle squeeze of her hand and despite his best efforts, his organ swelled slightly. “Ah...there it is, I see the Headmistress has you securely tucked away. Hold your dress up like a good girl so I can see.”

With tears of shame welling up, he held the skirt of his uniform and his black satin slip above his waist to allow for her inspection.

“Oh, what a beautiful girdle, a satin panel with a rose motif and obviously very tight, no nasty male bulge. Almost a perfectly feminine vulva, Madam and Miss Windsor will be pleased.” she said, admiring the smooth pubic region as her fingers continued to stroke his uncomfortably concealed genitalia. “And eight garters for your stockings, that must take you an age to get all those fastened and at the same time ensuring your seams are straight.”

She snapped one of the garters with a self-satisfied smirk, it was a demeaning gesture but something he had become used to at the hands of the pupils of St. Jude’s. It was yet another layer of humiliation he had to silently put up with. He blushed once more as he arranged his slip and then his dress over his knees, taking care as always to ensure the satin lace was not showing below the hem of the dress’s skirt.

“I don’t envy you.” she sighed condescendingly “All those garters, arranging your seams, mincing about on heels, not to mention those tight girdles, fully fashioned stockings  and girly satin and lace slips. But I suppose you sissies like that sort of thing.”

He felt a spasm of anger but immediately recognised the foolishness of reacting to her taunts, he needed friends not enemies.  She watched as he fussed with the hem of his dress, spending longer than necessary arranging the skirt of the dress and slip so she would not see the temper in his eyes.

“Oh Miss Windsor will just love you.” she laughed as he finally composed himself. “It usually takes her days to ensure a new maid understands the importance of being properly presented. If you want to ensure you get on her right side just make sure you remember that but somehow I don’t think that will pose many problems for you.”

Before he could answer the servants bell rang, a loud irritating jangle identical and practically identical to the one in St. Jude’s, the harsh metallic sound immediately and visibly unnerved him. His face became noticeably agitated his immediate reaction was to go to the mirror on the wall and check his appearance, fixing a stray strand of hair behind his ear.

“Time to meet your new mistress.” Janet said as she watched him become more flustered and not a little afraid.

“I can’t...I ...”he mumbled, his eyes frantically searching around the room “I’m not dressed properly.”

Appearing in front of Miss Bracegirdle or any female for that matter without an apron and cap was a serious misdemeanor. An irrational panic gripped him and his first thought was he would be returned to St. Jude’s immediately and with that any hope of escape.

Janet laughed, which made him more disconcerted.

“Madam wishes to speak to you before you begin your duties. I expect Miss Windsor will ensure you are appropriately attired before you begin your duties.” she said and discerning his obvious apprehension and quietly added, “If Madam finds you suitable of course. So be on your best sissy behaviour and make sure curtsy and I’d strongly suggest you do not display any ghastly male traits or else I’ll be taking you back to St. Jude’s.”

He swallowed hard as she cupped his left breast.

“And neither of us want that, now do we?” she smiled, feigning concern.

His mouth dry, he nodded his agreement.

“That’s a good sissy.” She said, patted his firmly girdled buttock and guided him out the door, he felt helpless and weak at her insulting description and groping hands, his eyes dropped to the floor.

“Enter.”

A  female voice responded to his weak knock, Janet opened the door and nudged him  inside, several sets of female eyes fell upon him, Ms. Martindale was the only one he recognised from her visit to St. Jude’s and was grateful her ghastly daughters were not present.

“The new housemaid, Madam.” Janet announced his presence and moved to side of the room.

“Don’t just stand there, boy.” Ms. Martindale  said in a loud, yet not unkind tone. “Come closer so we can inspect you.”

Although he had become inured over the previous months to wearing such degrading female clothing, exposure to women outside the confines of St. Jude’s always served to remind him of just how humiliating his life had become. Her use of the word ‘boy’ only emphasised his dreadful circumstances and ensured  he was aware that now everyone in the room was left in no doubt as to his true sex and served to further deepen his humiliation. He edged forward nervously and stopped a few metres from her and remembering Janet’s instruction, he curtsied. It had the desired effect as Ms. Martindale beamed and turned to the other women present who were unable to disguise their delight at the clearly startled figure in front of them.

“A male housemaid!” Mrs. Cynthia Penworth, squealed in amazement and clasped  her hands to her bosom. “How utterly delightful.”

“Yes.” Her friend, Mrs. Gertrude Malvern agreed and addressed her hostess.  “I didn’t believe you Margaret but you were right, he is reasonably presentable as a female.”       

“As you see ladies, he is quite well trained.” Ms. Martindale beamed. Still lacking some feminine qualities, I grant you but tolerable enough ...for the time being.”

 The stern older woman that he recognised from earlier as Miss Windsor was less enthused by his presence.

“With respect Madam, that remains to be seen. You will recall the last...she paused as her eyes examined him closely before adding with barely disguised contempt “girl sent to us was, at the very least, most unsuitable.”

Ms. Martindale laughed and addressed her companions,

“Of course Miss Windsor is correct. “The last housemaid wasn’t exactly the most feminine of girls but this one is a definite improvement and quite pretty for a male.”

Her friends clucked their agreement and his cheeks blushed at their remarks, confused at whether these were insults or compliments. She continued her explanation

“The other poor thing looked most awkward in a dress and seemed unwilling or unable to act as a proper housemaid should, and I suppose still found it difficult to fully embrace the femininity required of as a servant girl in a household of high social rank. I suspect a longer spell in an institution similar to St. Jude’s would have corrected that. As we know ladies, women of our social position require properly trained domestics but at the same time ones that  look reasonably pretty in a uniform. Pleasing on the eye, if you will.”

Her friends murmured their agreement.

Once again, the mention of a return to St. Jude’s filled him with alarm and he dreaded to think what had become of the previous maid.

The anxiety in his eyes did not go unnoticed by Ms. Martindale and she seemed to read his thoughts, she informed her friends,

“I sent the unfortunate creature to my sister to work as a scullery maid and as you know my sister’s cook can be a bit of a tyrant and I believe rarely allows the wretched thing out of her sight...day or night... if you understand my meaning.”

She looked at the now clearly alarmed figure in front of her and smiled at him.

“Beauty is in the eye of the beholder, I suppose.”

A shiver went down his spine at her account of his predecessor’s fate.

 “There seems to be a dearth of scullery maids of late.” Mrs. Penworth said clearly indifferent to the wretched future this individual was condemned to, “Indeed, my mother’s cook is also looking for such a servant.”

Somehow he found the strength to suppressthe strong urge to gasp as he saw her glance at him over Ms. Martindale’s shoulder.

Forced into domestic service as a housemaid was a ghastly and unbearably humiliating experience in itself but even he knew a scullery maid was by far a worse fate. Seldom allowed out of the kitchen except to scrub the front steps, under the constant supervision of the cook it was the lowest domestic position in any household, housemaids and other servants looked down on them with disdain and pity. The one in St. Jude’s was a timid, downtrodden individual who rarely left the kitchen and wore a most unflattering pale green uniform. He still wasn’t sure if it was male or female. A shiver went down his spine at the thought. He considered as fates went and as degrading as it was for him as a male, a housemaid was not the worst one.

“But this young thing is far too pretty to be confined to the kitchen as a scullery maid.” Mrs Malvern gushed as she smiled at him, somewhat alleviating his growing concern.

If he had learned anything from St. Jude’s it was if a lady offers a compliment, no matter how distasteful or demeaning to the male ego, it has to be acknowledged in the appropriate feminine manner. Wishing to ingratiate himself as best he could he jutted out his small but noticeable bosom and before curtsying he lowered his eyes he made sure to smile demurely in her direction as his remaining male pride would allow.

“How charmingly feminine.” Mrs. Penworth said, clearly impressed and although thoroughly shamed by his actions he felt a degree of relief.

“Yes.” Mrs Malvern agreed enthusiastically, “Quite girlish, apart from one or two slight characteristics it is hard to detect any sense of overt masculinity.”

“I’m so glad you agree.” Ms. Martindale said “He is quite an improvement on his predecessor or as Miss Bracegirdle says, not  quite the finished article but a work in progress.”

 Naturally it was not what any red blooded male wanted to hear but he was in no position to contradict her.

“Harumph ” the housekeeper suddenly snorted derisively , obviously irked by the presence of the young man.”He couldn’t be much worse.”

“Miss Windsor is quite the traditionalist and does not approve of engaging feminised males as in the role of female domestic servants.”Ms. Martindale acknowledged her housekeeper’s evident but silent objection. “I was of a similar opinion but my dear friend Miss Bracegirdle has now convinced me that employing males in such roles is of great assistance in correcting their appalling behaviour and also has particular benefit for the male’s female relatives, not to mention the boon to society as a whole. As the civilised sex, we have a moral obligation to ensure males are rescued from their own depravity.”

Her companions nodded their agreement.

She fixed the young man with her steely grey eyes and continued

“I’m sure you agree your time spent as my housemaid will help rid you of those horrible male tendencies, dear boy.”

By now he was acutely aware that a dissenting opinion  or even the mere flicker of negativity would almost certainly ensure his immediate return to St. Jude’s or worse, dispatched to labour  as a scullery maid somewhere. At least remaining at Ms. Martindale’s house he had a chance, however slim, of escape. The stark reality was he had no choice and his response was immediate and without hesitation.

“Yes Madam.” he replied and now conscious of Miss Windsor’s view it was crucial he demonstrate he was far more suitable candidate than the former incumbent or indeed another female. He lowered his eyes and curtsied once more.

His response looked quite natural and was well received by the women and even Miss Windsor’s expression, although still stern and unconvinced, seemed less ferocious than previously.

“Excellent.”Ms Martindale crowed “I’m so glad you understand. As I’ve said Miss Bracegirdle has assured me most of your clumsy and awkward male traits have been subsumed into a more feminine persona.”

She paused for a few seconds before continuing,

“And it would be most unfortunate if her assurances were not fulfilled fully. It would be a great disappointment for all concerned.”

The threat was not lost on him, he felt his stomach tighten and knew it was not his girdle.

“Yes Madam.” he mumbled and curtsied for good measure.

Miss Windsor handed him a frilled white apron, one of the many hated symbols of his subservience to female authority but he had become so used to wearing one he barely gave it a second thought. The women watched as he placed it around his waist and expertly tied a large ornate bow at his back, quickly glancing in the mirror above the fireplace to check its symmetry.

“Your cap.” Miss Windsor said brusquely.





It was the ultimate symbol of female servility and one he hated above all else but such was his determination to avoid a return to St. Jude’s he accepted it without even a hint of a grimace and without even looking in the mirror confidently fixed it place on his head. Miss Windsor made a minor adjustment before securing it in place with two hair clips.

“Most males would struggle with such a simple task.” Mrs. Malvern said “I wish my own maid was as dexterous and diligent.”

“Mmm... reasonably acceptable I suppose.” Miss Windsor reluctantly conceded, the sternness of her face  continuing to soften.  “At least he knows how to tie his apron properly unlike that last excuse for a girl. I suppose with supervision he could become a tolerable servant girl.”

“I think Miss Windsor’s concerns may be overstated.” Mrs. Penworth tried to assuage the housekeeper’s fears as she eyed the clearly nervous girlish figure “Now that he is capped and aproned he looks almost like any girl I have had in my service. Perhaps a little gauche than an experienced female servant but I expect, somewhere inside the poor boy’s head, he is still trying desperately to cling to a modicum of masculinity. However, I expect that will recede with time. It pains me to say he is certainly more feminine than my youngest daughter. She refuses to wear a girdle and has to be forced into a dress when I receive visitors. I have no doubt he could teach her a thing or two. If you are satisfied with him perhaps we could arrange for me to send my daughter to stay for a few days.”

Ms. Martindale, knowing her daughter murmured her agreement and moved closer to Miss Windsor.

 “Dear Miss Windsor is very protective of me but I’m sure she will have no issue.” Miss Martindale informed her friends, smiling benevolently as she held the housekeeper’s hands in hers “But as we can see the boy is quite docile and effeminate and Miss Bracegirdle has assured me he is well trained in all matters pertaining to domestic service and will make a most competent maidservant. “

She turned back to the anxious creature standing in front of her and in a tone laden with authority said,

“Isn’t that so girl?”

Effeminate, docile, these words cut like a knife and he grasped his apron to stop his hands from shaking and now she was acknowledging him as a girl and although not unexpected the words confirmed how he was regarded by all present. Anger and confusion coursed through his body, however, he had plenty of experience being humiliated by the pupils of St. Jude’s and knew a reaction would only jeopardise his chances of escape. He immediately quelled his emotions and ensured his expression did not betray these feelings..

“Yes Madam.” he quietly replied.

“That’s a good girl.” Ms. Martindale cooed, obviously pleased with his display of subservience. “I think you will do nicely.”

Ms. Martindale’s friends looked at him and then at each other with unconcealed glee.

“And you don’t mind being called a girl?” Mrs. Penworth asked, her tone more than slightly disingenuous.

 “No Madam.” he lied and considering his attire, he quickly concluded that to say anything to the contrary would only invite more ridicule. He felt another layer of his masculinity seep away, yet with manful determination he suppressed the tears welling up behind his eyes.

“Of course he doesn’t.” Mrs. Malvern laughed “It’s far better than the alternative.”

“Alternative?” Mrs. Penworth enquired of her friend.

“Sissy.” Ms. Martindale interceded helpfully “I understand it is the common term for effeminate young males. Perhaps he should be referred to as such.”

“Ah...yes... of course.”Mrs. Penworth sighed, “Sissy, it is quite apt.

It was becoming too much for the young man, his steadfastness finally began to dissolve and he began to sob.

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“N...no...please... Madam...not that...please....”he pleaded and saw the women exchange glances.

“Janet.” Ms. Windsor addressed the chauffeur who stood silently by the door, “Give her a handkerchief and take her to her room, she looks quite pale and may wish to lie down for a while. Miss Windsor will summon her later to discuss her duties .”

Janet moved to his side and discreetly whispered in his ear.

“Yes Madam, thank you Madam. ” he sobbed and with his knees weakening  managed a clumsy curtsy before Janet led him from the room.

As the door closed behind them Janet allowed her hand slide over his girdled buttocks, squeezing them as she guided him down the hallway towards the servant’s quarters, her hand drifted down to his tight well girdled buttocks and she began rubbing and squeezing them gently.

“It’s been a while since I’ve had a...what were the words Madam used, I just can’t quite recall?”

Still sobbing lightly, he remained silent as he tried to recover what little dignity he still thought he had.

She slapped him hard on his behind.

“I have a hairbrush waiting. What were Madam’s words?”she snapped as her hand hit his cheeks again.

“Docile.” he whispered.

“And?”

He hesitated, his sobbing increasing and he felt her hand once more.

“Eff...effeminate...she called me effeminate.” he wept uncontrollably the tears flowing freely down his face. .

She opened the door to a bedroom and led him inside and sat him down on the soft pink satin quilted bed.

“Now my docile, effeminate sissy, I told you I would look after you if you were nice to me.” she whispered softly as her hand caressed his nylon clad thigh. “You are going to be nice to me, aren’t you?”

She gently pushed him face down on the satin quilt and opened a drawer of the bedside table.

“You... you... said ....you may  let me wear your trousers...please....” his voice still sobbing.

He heard a click of a switch and a low buzzing sound filled the air.

“If you’re a good girl for Janet, a really good girl...then maybe.” She murmured quietly, gently pushing his face into the soft satin fabric and then lifted his dress above his waist and began unzipping his girdle. “But I’m sure you will be. Now just relax.”

 

 




10 comments:

  1. How wonderful to have you back at full speed and up to your best standards again! You are so right that the combination of shame and stimulation will lead to his further submission. Clearly these Women will not be content until they are completely in control, and the scourge of masculinity is eliminated from England's green and pleasant land. The future for males is to be docile, obedient, submissive sissies.

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  2. You are a good sissy Carrie, writing such a hot story. Better to be on his knees worshipping Janet's shiny boots than scrubbing the scullery floor before facing Cook's leather strap. Love Geraldine x

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  3. An absolutely delightful tale - one in which the additional length you were concerned about only enhanced my ‘enjoyment’ in reading it! I so very much love not only the feminization theme but the reduction in status to a household maid complete with apron and bonnet. A quite humiliating but fully appropriate fate for a weak, submissive, inadequate male. As always, thank you! - Jennifer

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  4. Dear Bonzodoug
    I suspect you’re correct- these ladies have a less than favourable view of the male sex and appear to be on a mission to feminize any male unlucky to fall into their orbit. I think males beyond England’s grenn and pleasant land should also be afraid.
    Thank you and really appreciate your comments.

    Dear Geraldine

    With all these women in my head outlining their plans I have very little choice. I agree about Janet but I expect she will demand a more intimate method of worship – the lucky sod. Good to hear from you again and so glad you like the story.

    Dear Jennifer.

    Delighted you enjoyed the story and good to know it wasn’t too long- I can never judge at what point to stop before I fear it will become tedious for the reader. I think most of us who lean in this direction share your views on the male forced into the role of a female servant girl. Humiliating enough to be feminized but then to discover you are a fully uniformed maid servant- it must be excruciating.

    I know I had this fantasy since before puberty- there must be a psychology paper in there somewhere.


    Thank you all for taking the time to post a comment, I greatly appreciate it.

    Take care
    Carrie

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  5. Carrie!
    What a great surprise! Was the story too long? No such thing when it is so carefully written and exquisitely detailed. I hope it is proof that you are feeling well.
    This may seem a strange question, but was (is?) English high society and those that served them really so rigidly class oriented? (I know I may sound uninformed, but I am only Jenny from New Jersey after all (aka Jnynj)). Those that enjoy the fantasies that you share here obviously have a "thing" about submission to female domination, but at times it seems that the male protagonist (who is not given the status of being named here?) is more concerned with being considered a bottom-of-the-totem-pole scullery maid than a female. Does demotion in class standing add to the enjoyment of the degradation the protagonist feels?
    I was just curious. Please - I am not looking for "the psychology paper" to which your last comment referred as a response. Like all good literature, please take it as a compliment that it gets you thinking.
    Thank you and take care,
    Jnynj

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  6. .Hello Jnynj - I won’t presume to answer for Carrie - and as Jennifer from California I have no further insight into ‘British High Society’ than you. However, the theme of being reduced from a Lady of Society to a housemaid is an appealing theme (at least to me). In fact, I would refer you to a blog that deals exclusively with this topic and that contains a number of rather delightful tales that deal with this topic. It is not transgender oriented - but does deal with the reduction in status and self-regard associated with such an undertaking. Hope you enjoy it..

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  7. The blog referred to above: lady2maid.blogspot.com

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  8. Dear Jnynj

    Delighted you liked it. Yes, I’m getting back to something approaching normal, still a bit paranoid at times but as each day moves me further away from some very nasty people, I know I’m improving. Thank you for your concern I greatly appreciate it.

    The points you raised are interesting they certainly did get me thinking, my explanation may be a bit long winded so apologies in advance.

    To answer your question re English high society . The simple answer is yes and to the best of my knowledge all European high societies had very similar class structures. In our modern world it’s a pretty arcane subject and I doubt if too many people are interested in it but it has always fascinated me and was the impetus behind AVVE. I suspect with wealthy and powerful in the US it was similar, just not as inflexible. I’m sure Jersey also had its fair share of nobs back then but probably (and thankfully) didn’t have centuries of class distinction to reinforce it. Old NY money perhaps was different and they may very well have aped the British/Europeans class system- the American writer Edith Wharton was good at chronicling turn of late 19th century NY high society.

    The reason I mentioned the scullery maid scenario was that the servants that worked for these people had their own very rigid hierarchy i.e butler at the top and scullery maid at the bottom and this poor girl was allowed very little freedom and(in any accounts I’ve read) was constantly badgered and harangued by her immediate superior, the cook.

    Ms. Martindale would have been aware that he was already afraid of being exposed as a male in female clothing and knew the fear/threat of being dispatched somewhere as a scullery maid would be an extra incentive to keep him in line. In addition, from his perspective whatever chance he had of escaping, if he was in Janet’s good books, he was doomed if he was sent to the kitchen. Many CD’s have a similar fear of exposure (particularly in the 40’s/50’s when this story was set.) I don’t think he is enjoying the situation he finds himself in, his humiliation just seems to deepen with each day and he has to avoid a worse fate.

    On a related subject regarding humiliation. I’ve read a bit about this subject(domestic service) and one thing that really surprised me was that many maids felt humiliated having to wear a cap as part of their uniform. They did not mind the apron, I guess this is because at the time most women in the home wore aprons and some middle class women did so on certain occasions. But many maids saw the cap as a symbol of servitude – a humiliation and a reminder of their lowly place in their mistress’s eyes. Our protagonist is of a similar view – maybe he is becoming more female than he thinks?

    Could such a simple article of cloth could invoke such humiliation?- I suspect most subs would understand that.


    I think it’s also worth saying that for me – don’t know how other readers feel – the thrill is as much about the clothes as the formidable/powerful woman. Many may also enjoy an additional layer of mortification, as Jennifer from Cal says about the reduction in status to that of a housemaid. So not only is the protagonist being forced to wear female clothing but is further humiliated by being compelled to live as a servant girl.

    Regarding the protagonist not having a name- I just wanted to see if not giving him a name would affect the piece overall. If it went to another chapter/sequel I’d have to give him a female name at the very least.

    Didn’t mean to go on for so long but as you said it got me thinking.

    Take care and thanks again.

    Carrie.


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  9. Hi Jennifer
    It’s been a while since I read that blog, it’s good but as you pointed out it doesn’t have a T/G Forced Femme focus which is a pity. I’m not a fan of males in some of the stories but some of the female on female stories are very good.
    Thanks for the reminder, I’ll have to revisit.

    Take care
    Carrie.

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  10. Dear Jennifer and Carrie:
    Thank you so much for your replies. You've both given me so much to think about, and, as Carrie opened this exchange, that is truly a gift when it can distract you, even briefly, from so much reality that you don't want to think about. I looked briefly at the blog Jennifer pointed me to, and that will be an interesting mental journey I am anxious to take. Getting the psychology lesson from Carrie was an unexpected but delightful bonus which I will take with me on the journey. Suffice it to say, seeing a maid's cap may be a triggering event for me in the future.
    Thank you both so much for sharing your time and thoughts with me. I also will take this opportunity to thank Jennifer for her role in providing the quality illustrations, which I forgot to do the first time around.
    Jnynj

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